Time and Fallen Leaves :: jeongcheol

TAFL :: 05

it would somewhat sounded like rewrite the stars plot, but trust me, it was way more different than that previous story. :) hope you understand.

*jeonghan*

i went downstairs once the helper knocked on my door and says that our parents wants both me and jiwon to join them at the dinning. i left my medical kit along with some books on my bed, before i fixed myself and finally went downstairs. i bumped with jiwon on the way but i let her walked first and i followed her from behind.

jiwon and i are silent once we got to the dinning. mom signalled us to sit on our respective seats, i was pursing my lips since earlier. alam ko naman kasi kung saan patungo why they wanted us to join them here. its not like, i dont want to share tables with them at the same. . i just, dont want to hear anymore of what they're going to remind me. . mostly to jiwon.

"tomorrows the start of your autumn term, right?" i nodded in response and make myself busy by the foods the helpers had served me. ayoko sa lahat yung ganitong sitwasyon. dad was the one who said it, by the way. "you both know the rules. dont make me have to repeat it once more. and once na malaman ko isa sainyo lumabag, lets see."

"jeonghan, you need to finish medical school before flirting with someone else, are we clear about that?" if dad couldnt repeat it, then he let mom repeat it for him.

i nodded. "yes, mom."

"jiwon." i wanted so bad to looked at jiwon to see her reactions but i know she would feel like she was judging by that so i tried not to look at her. "be like your kuya jeonghan. i dont have a child who's grade is as lower as yours. you are a future doctor, you must act to be one."

"were monitoring your both grades. you are both a doctor. no other jobs, no other courses. are we clear about that?"

jiwon and i both answered in unison before the both of them shuts their mouth and let us eat our lunch. after the lunch session, i went back to my room to tidying up my things on my luggage since i was going back to my dorm where my five friends was staying to, including me of course. tomorrow was the start of another hellish term mostly to a student like me. masakit sa ulo and it would make you drained in the inside, but i dont have a choice but to condemn. i told you, this was the path i choose to walk.

and there were no elevator to success.

i heave a sighed after being reminded by how hard being a nursing student or medical related student, means, jiwon was also going to suffer the same as what i was. i felt bad for her going through the same process as mine lalo na kasi pinepressure sya nila mama. ive gone to that phase before but they let me free when i passed my second year as nursing. as long as i dont want her to suffer just like i did, pero wala akong magagawa.

now that she wasnt treating me as her older brother anymore. i was always asking the heaven why did jiwon gone through that to me that she disowned me like that. i was so clueless cause she never gave me a warning sign. i just woke up one day and she's treating me like that already. she never told me the reason why. .