Time and Fallen Leaves :: jeongcheol

TAFL :: 99

*jeonghan*

"go kuya! meet him and let him talk. as i told you right? he has reasons, and ano nga ulit yung gusto mo? to know the reasons why he left you. . and ayan na, go for it. fate had given you a second chance to finally clear up something."

jiwon told me and she was also gesturing like a matured grown up woman herself while saying it to me along with her expressions and she sounded like she've knew things more than i did in this kind of situations. i was just watching her on my laptops screen while pouting and was really thinking so hard if i would meet seungcheol later or just ditched him the way he did to me before.

pero i remember, i wasnt that kind of person and jiwon was right. . for the past four years, all i want was nothing but his reasons, the reasons why he left me and why is it so easy for him to do it at bakit hindi nya nasabi sakin. fate really had given us another chance to meet and make things right. . or if ever not, just to clear something between the both of us. . but still, i was still having a dillema whether to meet him there or not. i dont know, i just dont feel like to. . or maybe i just dont want to be reminded of the things i felt before.

"go oppa, you can do it. you are stronger than you think you are and it was also for you, to finally choose you. you've been waiting for him the past years, its time for you to let go."

when jiwon had bade her goodbyes to me since she still need to study for their lab activity the next morning, i just stared at the screen of my laptop as i was seeing nothing but my reflection. i cupped my both cheeks and slapped it while telling to myself if i should meet seungcheol later or not. after having a dillema, i stood up and continued to tidying up my clothes and placed it neatly inside my luggage. it was plenty than what i had brought the last time since may mga pasalubong akong dala.

minghao and others had called earlier for their presents, then for my precious baby. . jiwon. meron din kila daddy and mommy but i know they wont pay attention to it nor to even have the time to check it pero despite of that, i still bought one for them. after i tidying up all my things on my luggage, i just placed it somewhere na kaagad kong makukuha later. our flight was nine in the evening so dadating kami sa korea gabi din and it was still sunday. my parents was the one who bought us plane tickets back to korea pala.

i just ate lunch and watched some movies with the rest of the person i was with inside this guest house. today was also our free day so we dont have to go to the hospital and help our doctors and since there are new sets of interns since yesterday so i pressumed na kaya na nila yun. plus this day was our last day here so we're enjoying the day before we go back to reality. and this was also the day seungcheol had told me to meet him at the hospital's roof deck later.

after one movie had finished, i went back to my room to finally cleaned myself that early plus i was thinking to meet seungcheol there at the said place because i had realized that that jiwon was really right all along. and i wanted to get out from this nightmare, i badly wanted to get this out of my head and guess that talking to seungcheol and hear his side would make my heart and my mind finally at ease.

i had already wore the clothes i would supposed to wear earlier going back to korea para isang bihisan nalang and for sure the talks wouldn't take that long plus it was already six in the evening. i informed the persons i was with inside this guest house that ill be just meeting seungcheol in a bit and would be back after. nilabas ko nadin yung luggage ko sa salas if ever na malate yung paguusap namin. when i went out of our house, my brows furrowed after feeling the gloomy surroundings and the wind was blowing like it was going to rain..