Time and Fallen Leaves :: jeongcheol

TAFL :: 40

*jeonghan*

jiwon and i stared at each others eyes for a minute but i was the one who looked away first since ive heard that the drinks ive bought had already dropped down. i bend down to get that two chocolate drinks before i got back to face jiwon. . i was wondering why she was still here where she can walk away already just like shes always doing. i smiled at her before i slowly gave my spare chocolate drink for her.

"here. . it will help you for upcoming exam." i smiled at her and showed her the chocolate drink i was holding.

i saw how she slowly looked down until it went to my hands. the smile on my face even widened seeing her flexing her hand until it reached at the drink then she take that thing from me. she looked at it for a second before she looked up to meet my eyes and even my wide smile. i know how shes comtemplating whether to talk to me because since that day, we never talked to each other again and she choose to locked herself on her room so i wasnt able to clear things with her.

her lips may be trembling, but she tried to gave me a small smile. "t-thank you. ."

i was about to call her but she already turned her back then she walked away from me holding the drinks i gave her. . i may not be able to have any conversation with her, but seeing her accepting the thing i gave on her was enough to make my heart happy. i could feel that shes trying to let me in once again and shes trying to open up to me now. . i just hope that this start of us being siblings will end up in a good condition because i do really miss her. i miss taking care of her and i really miss talking to her like we used to before.

and i was wishing so hard that after all of this, we'll be back to what we are before, again.

after staying there for a minute, i decided to went to my college already since i need to get ready for the upcoming oral exam and its our first subject. seungcheol wasnt there and it was a bit new to me but he informed me naman last night that he couldnt make it since he needs to study and finish his plates. and since seungcheol wasnt here, some of my classmates mostly sowon and sejeong asked me why's seungceol wasnt here today. i just told them that he was busy and he needs to prioritize his studies too.

the exam has started and she called ramdom students and my heart jumped in nervousness when she called me as the first student who will took an exam to her. i exchange glances with my friends and my other classmates as sowon cheered me up and told me that i could do it. pinasadahan ko nang tingin yung reviewer ko before taking a deep breathe and started walking to went out of the room to where our prof was waiting for me outside since oral nga sya.

the moment we stood face to face to each other, she signalled me to gave my index card for her to grade me base sa masasagot kong tanong nya. i gave her my index and she notice that i was trembling so she made sure that the questions she'll gave to me was easy pero mas lalo akong kinabahan. i dont trust a prof who're saying that it was that easy. . kasi oo, madali sakanila but for us? it wasnt. tsaka kapag sinabi nyang madali, means mahirap na yun.

"analgesic antipyretic derivative of acetanilide."