Time and Fallen Leaves :: jeongcheol

TAFL :: 33

cw: some medical terms may be wrong.

*jeonghan*

"its okay, best friends do caught in an argument and misunderstanding, sometimes." he smiled at me and he raised his right hand until it reached the top of my head then he pat those, prolly telling me that it was okay. "thats normal. you guys can figure it out soon."

i pursed my lips. "sana ganon lang kadali. . and i also hope that it was only just a simple misunderstanding and an argument. but it wasnt." i bit my lower lip then i covered my mouth using my right hand and i moved an inched away from seungcheol. i shook my head. "s-sorry. ang drama. forget it."

i dont really know where i was coming from by telling him about that or i mean, by opening that kind of topic. i dont know what comes in my mind that i let my mouth slipped those words in front of him. i was feeling bad for myself by saying those words. ang sabi ko sa sarili ko, i wont let anyone carry a burden from me and add on their plate so what i did was wrong. . what i spatted was wrong. hindi ko dapat yun sinabi. i shouldnt brought that topic out.

plus it was some kind of personal, or if ever not. . it was only about the six of us. no one will get involved and no one would know except us. this is only the problem of the six of us and we should be the one who solved it and vice versa.

"im sorry."

the smile on his face didnt fade. "i told you, right? you can talk to me. . your problems are my problems too. and every single thing about is valid to me."

i shook my head. "no. i wont let you get involve and i dont want to add up on your plate. im sorry."

he signalled me to come closer to him again and even though i was hesitant at first, i moved closer to him as he wrapped his right arm around my shoulder while tapping my head and he also guide me for my head to lean on his shoulder. good thing that there are no people around or if any, they are a couple too and they are doing a PDA also so i was confident to make myself comfortable leaning against him plus i felt cold and the warmth of his body was enough to overshadowed it.

i saw how he tapped my phone to open again and he was also the one who typed my passwords. actually sya talaga nagpalit nang passwords ko, i let him anyways since wala naman akong tinatago plus my phone contains only my medical lessons, documents, apps and some social media account then some contacts from my friends. yun lang. yung message din from my circle of friends lang din though, there are some who're chatting me asking how i was na hindi ko naman kilala.

"how come did you met your best friend? his surname was xu, right? a chinese." he zoomed the picture to where minghao was and even if i couldn't see his reaction, i know his brows was furrowing.

i nodded. "i met him when seungkwan and him got into an argument dahil sa lugar nang unit nila sa dorm." the sadness i was feeling earlier faded when those memories flushed through my head. i could still remember how the both of them almost threw a punch to each other. "and then, the landlord came and she was the one who decides kung kanino mapupunta yung unit. . and seungkwan won. and thats how the friendship of us started."