Time and Fallen Leaves :: jeongcheol

TAFL :: 78

*jeonghan*

jiwon and i shared the meal i cooked for her while we are talking and laughing about her story. i was never aware that she was that talkative, ever since she became distant to me, i thought she was silent as per how i saw her and how she behave when she was with me so i was surprise seeing her laughing so loud along with her voice that some helpers thought we are in our own world though we were only talking by how funny it was of her disecting a frog.

she even admitted to me that not all of her classmates do like her. . or i mean, being friendly towards her which she tried so hard to socialize with but those people doesnt like her enough so she gave up. she also told me that the guys who bullied her before was her classmate but they got expelled immediately after the incident mostly because there are profs who've seen what they did towards her. though, she has that inside her classroom, she was happy that she somewhat found friends but it was only few.

i told her also my stories, my experience as her senior, what she needs to expect and how hard nursing was but i told her not to give up. . not for the sake of our parents but for the sake of our future. we are both aware that being a doctor or for worst, a surgeon was our only path. . oh well, what do you expect from a family of doctors? we defined and designed to follow what our family had gone through, our monarchy so yeah, we dont have a choice.

"how was he?. . um, seungcheol oppa?" then she heave a sighed and rolled her eyes that it seemed like she remembered something. "that oppa called me little girl! how dare him! im not little anymore look kuya im tall!"

i laughed the way how cute she was being sulky and she even stood up, showing me her height which she actually does, shes tall and as they said, she got her height from me since i was that tall but i never recognized myself as one because whenever i was with my six friends mostly to minghao, wonwoo and seokmin, i felt so little and small or maybe they're just gigantic.

"he's right though." i laughed again and sipped on my coffee while staring at how cute my sister was, and i was still smiling. "because you are our little girl. . your are my baby and princess, remember?"

she shook her head. "im not actually your baby anymore. ." then she leaned her elbow on the table amd squint her eyes towards me. "seungcheol oppa could be your newest baby, for all i know."

that made me laughed loud. "how come could a camel be my baby? plus he's all grown up though sometimes. . or i mean, all the time, he's personality was like a five year old kid." i giggled after i ended what i said and from those words, that made me reminded by how childish could seungcheol be which he showed me. how cute.

"you're in love, kuya."

i dont know but my smile didnt fade upon hearing jiwon had said it but i admit that it made my eyes stared at the mug i was holding since i was having my coffee. hindi ako kaagad nakasagot kay jiwon but my smile didnt fade and it was still the same as earlier. i may looked like crazy or something by smiling for nothing, but to tell you, hindi yun maalis sa labi ko like as if that announcement from her was a good news. i remember how i smiled to hweseung before when he told me i was in love.

but the question is, am i really? i mean. . do i really in love? its what these two people had told me already yet, i wasnt even aware for myself. in love na ba ko? in love na ba ko kay seungcheol? i dont know. . though, i could say that somewhat? because hey, who wouldn't fall for a man like seungcheol? an architecture student and a football team captain with so much charisma even though he wasn't even trying? he's the kind of guy that may looked tough, hard and intimidating on the outside but actually a softie.