Time and Fallen Leaves :: jeongcheol

TAFL :: 51

life was really so unfair :((

*jeonghan*

it took me some minute before i decided to take a grip of myself and tried to realized that what i was acting right now wouldn't have any worth and i dont have any rights to feel that way. as i told you, i wasnt being selfish over to seungcheol and most especially we werent together so he can choose whatever and whoever he wants to. i wasnt even had a special place in his heart and so for sure he would choose that dawon over something else nor someone else. . they've been that close and they've known each other so well.

i greeted the guards and the landady once i had entered the lobby, they asked me what happened to me that i stopped at the back of minghaos car. i never knew they saw me. geez. i just told them that something personal happened and im fine. they didnt asked further so i excuse myself and made my way up to my unit to changed my clothes. jihoon and wonwoo wasnt here yet so i need to wait for them para sabay sabay na ulit kaming pupunta kay minghao. and yeah, that frog still hasn't woken up yet.

even though the doctors had already checked on him and had their result, i still couldn't help but to worry about minghaos situations. he wouldnt been like that for the whole day if the fatigue wasnt that worst and so that means one thing, what mingming had did to him really made his body gave up. sobrang pagod yung katawan ni minghao that it was the one who adjusted to have him some rest. i wanted so bad to know what happened because there was something more than what weve seen on him and what he've told us.

i do really wanted to put that mingming in a jail. he was the worst!

after i changed my clothes, i waited for the other two to come back here so that we could finally go to hospital to where minghao was right now and mapalitan na yung dalawang batang nagbabantay sakanya mula kanina. seungkwan and seokmin been updating me time to time and they even told me that that business man, junhui yata pangalan? if im not mistakenㅡvisited minghao earlier. the two thought that it was mimgming that they almost planned to call a cop if ever but it turns out that man, the man who saved our frog.

while waiting for the other two, i made my homeworks first and answers the left activities we had earlier and tried so hard to distract myself so that i wouldn't been reminded that i waited for almost an hour for nothing earlier. i was murmuring some words and my brows keep on furrowing while reading and answering my activities though i couldnt understand any, i keep going back to the same page. i tried to slap my cheeks so that i could go back to reality but i just yawned.

"what happened to your eyes? did something happened?" i asked jihoon worriedly as soon as ive met with the both him and wonwoo at the lobby. jihoon looked like he cried and he wasnt in his real self. "is there something wrong? lee jihoon?" i had to asked him again and tugged his shoulder since he was already zoning out.

he jerked his head to me as he blinked thirce and swallowed hard before he shook his head. "n-nothing. . i was just thinking about the project mr. han had given me earlier." he tried to smile but i knew the five of them that much that he was faking his smile.