Time and Fallen Leaves :: jeongcheol

TAFL :: 31

*jeonghan*

and just like that, in a span of three weeks. . everything was going back to normal. to where it used to be. to where my life's in cycle. i was so used to it. . and every year like this ever since i entered college, nothings new to me. the season that excites me before when i was young and was still innocent way back in my younger years, now turned into some nightmares i wanna escape. . every single day. but what can i do? i dont have anything to go for. so why complain when you dont have a choice?

actually, i was supposed to have. . but they threatened me enough making me left no choice but to walk here, in this path.  . this long journey, pero bakit nga ba ako nagrereklamo? where all i know that everything will fall into the same place in the end anyways. yun lang yun, wala akong choice. this is it. im going to be a doctor. . kasi wala naman akong ibang pupuntahan kundi ito lang.

just like i said, everything slowly going back to normal and here i am, sitting at the backseat while waiting for the car to parked at our dorms lobby. yup, those holidays had ended that fast which i didnt even noticed but its fine though, ive got to meet my friends again after three weeks. . and yeah, another sleepless nights and stress are coming. but what can i do again? this is the path i choose to walk, so why complain if i choose this in the first place? geez.

after a several minutes, i bade my thank yous, goodbyes and take cares to our family driver and i watched the car vanished through my sight before i pursed my lips and finally went inside the dorm already but i greeted the guards and even the landlords before going to where my unit was. the whole complex was still in silent, seemed like some of my friends wasnt here yet but seokmin had informed me that he was here already.

i just changed and arranged my clothes back to my cabinet before going outside to check seokmin plus i had told him to accompany me to the nearby national bookstore para bumili nang kailangan ko sa school. nabasag kasi ibang test tubes ko and i also need new equipments for my medical kit. i was about to knocked on seokmins unit when to my surprise, he opened the door as i was greeted by his wide bright smile like a ray of sunlight that reaches his eyes.

does he knew i was trying so hard to keep that smile of him? and i hope he wont lose that kind of smile no matter what happen.

and also does he even knew that because of that smile, his best friend, jisoo fell for him? i bet he didnt.

"i missed you hyung!" he opened his both arms, ready to hug me.

i smiled to him before hugging him. "i missed you too seokkie." i hugged him tight and even squeezed him making him laughed and even the sound of his laughter was so contagious. . i was wondering how come jisoo could take all that seokmin have without even dying a second.

after we hugged and asked each other how were we or even how our holidays went, we walked to the wayside to catch some cab to get there at the nearest mall. he was talking to me prolly telling almost everything had happened during last holidays at wala akong narinig kundi pangalan nang best friend nya. he might be just like me, fond of hiding our feelings, but when it comes to jisoo. . he was always has his soft spot for him, even the way how his eyes sparks and how his smile flushed those happiness.