Time and Fallen Leaves :: jeongcheol

TAFL :: 62

*jeonghan*

the moment we entered our suites, our grip towards to each others hands tightened as the tension we both up for each other earlier faded once we saw my both parents was sitting on the couch with jiwon on the single one prolly they are all waiting for the both of us to arrived. and i didnt know that we spend some time already outside after the commotion happened earlier, and i couldnt even got to apologize to the people who witnessed what happened. i felt bad for myself.

my father stood up while he's staring at seungcheol with the same look he did since the day they met and it seemed it wouldnt change no matter how seungcheol got to prove himself to them. fathers jaw keep on clenching as his adams apple keep on moving but it wasnt the one i was worried about, its because of how his fist was in clenched like he was ready to assail seungcheol any minute he wants to.

i shook my head. "why?" before one of them could speak and ask once again about us, inunahan ko na sila. i had never knew that this thing could be this tiring. nakakasawa. "what did seungcheol do to make you looked at him like he was a criminal? as far as i remember wala naman syㅡ"

"you didnt deserve a man like him! and yoon jeonghan, you're disobeying me now and your talking back now, aint you?" now his gaze went to me and those eyes of him could quiver me in fear.

my dads being angry was the last one i never want to see, and now im seeing it right now, i felt like he was going to stab me even though he knew i was one of his child.

"if i didnt deserve a man like him? then who? the one you'll gonna force me to marry? no way!" yeah, i had overheard them the last time that if jiwon didnt want to accept the deal, they'll pass it on me. and thats an arrange marriage to someone i didnt know. and for sure it was a girl. "i would've choose a man you thought i didnt deserve than to a strange girl out there."

moms mouth left agape and even jiwons brows furrowed prolly they're surprise from what i uttered. my moms reactions screams that she was surprise na may alam ako sa balak nilang iplano saming magkapatid and jiwons reaction was her being surprise na may ganong mangyayari samin, sakin. maybe this was also the reason why they were so mad at seungcheol because i have him already before they could find someone for me, or more specifically someone to set for me.

the side of my lips rose up after hearing nothing from the both of them. "i overheard your conversation the last time. and that's what you want for me, for the both me and jiwon right? an arrange marriage? tama d-diba?" my voice cracked for i dont know the reason, maybe because the feeling inside of me was already too much for to handle.

mom shook her head. "jeonghan, i-its not like that."

i shook my head too. "i didnt follow your command, got blind and shut my mouth for my entire life just for you to decide who're im gonna marry." i swallowed when the lump on my throat's blocking my way and was prolly making me cry. "pwede kahit konti ako naman yung masunod para sa sarili ko? just for this one. . kahit eto lang, ako naman."