Time and Fallen Leaves :: jeongcheol

TAFL :: 77

updates will take slow the same as the new story as per my classes had already started earlier ~ but i still try to update this week and the weekends! keep safe, always. 💚

*jeonghan*

the moment i saw what time it was flushing through the screen of my phone, i stood up immediately and stumbled myself to get to the bathroom to clean myself and i only did that for about. . fifteen minutes. i was really in a hurry not because i was late already at my class, but because i sworn to myself that ill be at the mansion even before jiwon would wake up but what time it was already! its was already almost afternoon! i shouldnt slept that long!

after cleaning myself at my bathroom, i jolted myself on my closet to pick some clothes and to tell you, while i was wearing my clothes, my hands and legs are shaking like as if i was really in a rush that every seconds matter. i didnt brushed my hair that much and i didnt have the time to even just have one spray of my perfume nor i didnt even get to fixed the top i was wearing, i just grabbed my wallet and my phone then im good to go.

when i went out of my room, i stopped midway and it made me surprise seeing seungcheol was still here, sitting on the couch but when he saw me, he stood up and he eyed me from head to toe like as if ive done something he didnt like. what does he still doing here? i thought he already left since it was already late and he informed me that even weekends, they still have trainings. dont tell me that he insisted to stay once again just because he wanted to watched me over like he did the last time?

"you're still here." it wasnt a question, it was statement.

he nodded. "and where are you going?" he arched me a brow once that made me pursed my lips and looked sideways but i got back my eyes on him after a second. "dont tell me you're going somewhere? sabado ngayon hannie, you should rest. you've been through a lot these days."

i shook my head immediately. "i need to check my friends mostly jihoon and seokmin. . and i need to go to the mansion, my sister needs me right now."

"jeonghan."

i dont know but water started to filled my both eyes when i heard how he called my name, how he called me like he was threatening me like how some parents are doing. i had never knew that a simple kind of voice like that could make my heart shrink. para kasing pinipigilan nya ko sa gusto kong gawin when all he know that the person i mentioned really needed someone right now, and i want to be there for them. i want to be by their side right now, i want to know how were they are and i want to see them using my own eyes.

he already knew what kind of person i was, so how come could he tried to halt me from what i wanted to do?!

he heave a sighed. "nakalimutan mo na ba? you are human too jeonghan, just like them. yourself needs you also, huwag naman puro ibang tao yung iniisip mo."

my tears fell down my cheeks once again. "t-to be honest seungcheol, i-i dont know what to do anymore. . i-i dont know what to choose. they need me right now, my sister need me right now tapos ako." i said slowly like as if i was gasping some air. my heart was shrinking once again.

"then choose yourself."

i shook my head. "not right now. ."

we argued about it until he gave up and let me do what i want but in one condition, aayaw sana ako since i badly wanted to see those person but he never let me unless i ate my breakfast. he told me that i didnt ate any last night na hindi ko na napansin since i was so occupied with what happened yesterday. we both ate our lunch and he tried his best to cheer me up so i could eat plenty since he noticed that i lost weight over the past weeks not seeing each other.