NURTURING US

CHAPTER 127 NURTURING US

CHAPTER 127 NURTURING US

Sidharth looked at Shehnaaz and she just looked away.. “Baby, is everything alright? Am I missing out on something?” asked Sidharth..
“Haa, sab thik hai.. Wo to bas Mehul kuch joke bataya tha wo yaad aa gaya tha.. Nothing else..” said Shehnaaz… Kaushal and Mehul left while he kept holding her from behind.. His head was into her neck.. “I want to leave all this.. I want to be with you..” said Sidharth… It was a shocker for Shehnaaz, the guy who loves to work was saying this..
“Sidharth, kaam to karna padega na… Aise thodi hota hai..” said Shehnaaz trying to explain things to him..
“Tu nai rehna chahti mere sath? Nai acha lagta sath me time spend karna..” said Sidharth, coming out of her neck and walked away from her..
“Putthu, tu kya bol raha hai.. Kyu chidh raha hai? bolega hua kya hai?” asked Shehnaaz and he was just blurting out anything, “Tu pyaar nai karti mujhse ab.. Bore ho gayi hai na mujhse? Pareshan ho gayi hai na mere se.. Pata tha, koi nai rahega mere sath life time..”
He sat in the corner of the bed.. Stressed and worried for no reason at all.. Shehnaaz walked out, got a cup of tea for him..
“Chali gai? Ruki bhi nahi..” He thought to himself.. But his eyes were stuck on her the moment she walked in with a cup of hot tea..
She kept it on the table next to the bed and sat next to him.. She held his hand and got it to her chest, hugging his huge hand, “Sidharth, mujhe nai pata tere dimag me kya chal raha hai aur ye sab tu kyu soch raha hai… Mai tere sath hamesha hu Sidharth.. Meri jaan basti hai tujhme.. Chahe kuch bhi ho jaye, mai tera sath kabhi nai chorne wali hu.. Please aisa sab sochna band kar.. Agar kuch problem hai, kuch cheez pareshan kar rahi hai to mujhe bol.. Baat kar Putthu, jo hai wo bol de.. Aisi baate mat kar… Mai tere bina jee nai sakti hu.. Mai har pal tere sath hu.. Tu kuch bhi kar.. Jitna gussa karna hai kar le, ladna hai lad le.. Lekin fir utna hi pyaar deke tere pass hi rahungi..” said Shehnaaz, his eyes welled up..
He wasn’t understanding what exactly was troubling him.. As he heard her saying all that, he took her in his arms and hugged her tight… “Sidharth ro kyu raha hai tu kyu itna soch raha hai Putthu.. Maine kuch bol di kya tujhe jo bura lag gaya..” said Shehnaaz as she pulled out of the hug and wiped his tears..
“Sidharth, Mera Nona Baby hai na tu.. Please bata de kya chal raha hai tere dimag me..” requested Shehnaaz and kept caressing his cheeks with her thumb..
“Shehnaaz, I don’t know how will I kiss Riya.. I am really not sure..” finally said Sidharth.. Shehnaaz just held him in her arms, rubbed his back trying to calm him down for the moment..
“Abhi relax kar.. Mai tere sath hu, kahi nai jaa rahi hu.. Kuch bhi scene shoot kar le mai nai bura manne wali hu… Laggi samjh?” said Shehnaaz and he took her lips in his for a rough kiss filled with love and a little aggressive because of his over thinking..
“Shehnaaz, I will try doing it.. Agar nai hua to I will ask the director to use body doubles.. Mai janta hu ye sab sirf acting hai.. But baby, I haven’t loved someone like I love you.. I haven’t got the love from someone like I get from you… Mera dil hi nai maan raha hai ye scene karne ke liye… Mai bhot time se soch raha hu.. Jab aaega dekhenge.. Lekin now that day is coming closer.. Mera nervousness khud ko leke ho raha hai… I am not saying ki married aadmi ko ya relationship me committed aadmi ko kiss nai karna chahiye.. It’s just that ki personal choice wali baat hai yaha… Tu samjh rahi hai..” said Sidharth and Shehnaaz understood well..
“Mai dhoka nai de sakta tujhe..” said Sidharth making her go shock for a moment, “Dhoka kaha se aaya Putthu? Mujhe to pata hai na.. Mujhe sab bata ke kiya, dhoka nai hota bebu.. Ab smile kar achi wali aur jaake shoot khatam kar.. Over thinking band kar..” said Shehnaaz and he took her lips in his..
“I love you so much..” confessed Shehnaaz as she knew he wanted to feel loved and pampered at the moment when he was into overthinking..
He took her advice, finished his shoots and he came back to the vanity in around two hours.. His little munchkin was sleeping on the bed, hugging his tshirt… some things don’t change and that’s the beauty..
He pressed his lips on her forehead and ran his fingers in her hair.. He changed into his casual clothes and woke Shehnaaz up, “Baby, uth jaa.. mai aa gaya, ho gaya shoot.. Let’s go home, Mera bacha..” said Sidharth and she woke up in a bit..
Shehnaaz held onto his arm as they walked to the car and she kept kissing his cheeks all through the way home, “Tu thik hai na ab?” asked Shehnaaz..
“Haa, abhi ek hafta normal shoot hai.. Bas fir mai trip plan karta hu… Kaushal pata nai kyu busy hai..” said Sidharth..
“Thoda ruk jaate hai.. Maa ke sath reh le shoot khatam hone ke baad.. Fir jab free time hoga tab hum khud hi plan kar lenge..” said Shehnaaz and he agreed..
“Shehnaaz, I will need you after four days.. Matlab, I want you to be with me all the time on the set after four days.. Will be with me?” asked Sidharth, getting slightly nervous..
“Haa mera Putthu, mai aaungi tere sath.. Fikar mat kar..” said Shehnaaz and they reached home.. Mom had slept already and they quickly had dinner and went to bed..
Sidharth held Shehnaaz in his arms, tight.. “Sidharth, mai tere pass hu, aaj kal aur hamesha.. Ye maine pehle bhi bol chuki hu.. Tu please aise negative sochna band kar.. Tu mayus hota hai na to mera dil dukhne lag padhta hai.. Mai chahti hu tu befikar hoke har cheez kare.. Aise muh chota kar leta hai to mujhe ni acha lagta..” said Shehnaaz, she had gotten up from his arms and was facing him as she lay over him..
“Haa meri jaan, lekin tu janti hai na mera kaisa nikalta hai.. Ho gaya ek baar, ab nai aaega.. Mai samjh gaya hu, tu mere pass hi hai, kahi nai jaa rahi hai.. I just love you so much…” confessed Sidharth..
“Soh jaa ab Putthu.. Kal fir tera shoot hai..” said Shehnaaz and patted his forehead putting him to sleep..
He held her tight all through the night and she woke up twice just to check on him.. “Mai thik hu, soh ja Baby..” said Sidharth when he felt she was waking up again..
She smiled and hugged him tight as they slept the rest of the night.. She woke up early for him and made breakfast, he ate with her and hugged her a little longer before leaving..
“Meri jaan, will you come for lunch?” asked Sidharth and Shehnaaz had plans of visiting Ken to plan their clothes for the trip, “Mai Ken ke pass jane wali hu, kuch outfit trail hai..” said Shehnaaz..
“Pictures bhejna.. Jab bhi ho jaye tera, tu mere pass aa jana..” said Sidharth and she agreed.. He left for his shoot and Shehnaaz slept for some more time..

Promo- Sana doing a photo shoot at Ken’s. Sid shooting alone.