NURTURING US

Chapter 43

Sidharth asked Adith to stay with them in the extra room and he took Shehnaaz in the bedroom….
“Shehnaaz!!! I missed you so fucking much….” He said grabbing her in his arms and pulling her close to himself and she just snuggled into him, submitting herself to him entirely….
“Baby, mai khana nikalta hu… Kha lete hai pehle, fir aise hi pass me baithe rahenge….”
She nodded but she didn’t leave him…. He kissed her hair and lifted her up in his arms and wrapped her legs around his waist and her arms around his neck, digging herself more into his chest….
“Meri Jaan basti hai jab aise chadh jati hai mere upar…. Aisi reh mai khana nikalta hu….”
She agreed and Naira had packed food really well and it was easy for Sidharth to take it out with Shehnaaz in his arms….
He sat on the couch with Shehnaaz on his lap and with a plate in his hand, “Mai khilati hu… Hath me dard ni hai…” She said and he held the plate and she fed him and she herself ate along….
Sidharth gave food to Adith as well and they both went to the terrace and snuggled into the set up in the corner and covered both of them with a quilt and he held her close, “Tu thik hai na?”
“Ha sidharth, pehle se better hu…” said Shehnaaz and he felt better instantly…. Sidharth took his phone and showed her all the fan’s support…..
“Ye dekh, tere liye tweets hue hai, trends hue hai…. Bhot Gurudware me, Masjid me, Mandir me bhot log tere liye prayer kar rahe the…”
Shehnaaz’s eyes welled up and she hugged Sidharth…. She felt blessed to see so much love for her and she said, “Mai nai sochi thi aisa hoga…. Itna zyada pyaar milega….”
“Mil raha hai na meri jaan… Please khush reh and come out of this trauma…. For yourself, for me and for your fans….. I am assuring you that you will always have a bodyguard with you darling… I will make sure ki I will drop you to work jab humara kaam alag hoga to bhi… Mai ye nai bol raha hu ki tu mere bina safe nai hai lekin mai apne liye ye karna chahta hu…. I definitely believe in equality of men and women but not everyone is like that and the men come and try to suppress women and that’s why I want to be with you all the time….”
“Mai samjh rahi hu… Mai hu strong, mai janti hu sab…. Mai janti hu tere bina bhi strong hu but tere sath aur zyada strong hoti hu… Ye mai bhi manti hu… Tu chahiye bas mujhe, that’s it….” She said and hugged him tight…. “Shehnaaz, ye le dawai kha le… fir leti rehna….” Said Sidharth getting up and she sulked in a corner as he left her alone in the terrace and he went down to get her medicines and a bottle of water….
He came and saw her sitting in a corner facing her back towards him….
“Mera Baby, please lele medicines…. Dekh, mai dawai ke sath ice cream bhi leke aaya hu….” She turned around as she heard him and gave him her best smile and he felt instantly better, “Agar tu ice cream ke liye aisi smile degi na to mai ice cream ki factory khol dunga… sachi…” He said and gave her the medicine with hand and she took it and then he handed her the ice cream….
She offered him first and he took a bite and she ate happily, “Tere khane ke baad taste zyada acha hai….”
How beautifully she always made him feel special…. The way she always made him her priority…. She always made him feel like a King…. Nevertheless, He treated her like a Queen always as well….
“Sidharth, Waada Hai sunega?” She asked and he agreed….
TUJHSE SHURU HUA JO TUJHSE SHURU, WHO KISSA TUJHPE HI LE HUA KHATAM…. HOGA NAHI, YE HUMSE HOGA NAHI… KISI KO DENGE NAI TERI JAGAH HUM….
She held his hand and kissed it….
TERE BINA, JIYEIN TO KYU… YEH SAWAAL BAAR BAAR AATA HAI… TERE AGAR, NA HO SAKE…. KISI AUR KE NA HONGE WADA HAI….
“Kisi aur ke nai hoenge na kabhi….” She asked innocently to which he just took her lips in his for a demanding rough kiss… She wasn’t expecting him to kiss her at the moment and she took time to kiss him back…. He bit her lips wanting her to kiss him back…. She winced and kissed him back while he ran her hands inside her tshirt touching her back…. His cold long fingers tracing her warm body sending shivers down her spine…..
He stopped teasing her and kissed her nose, “kabhi kisi ke bhi hone ka koi sawal nai hai kyu ke Sid ke sath sirf Naaz achi lagti hai aur Naaz ke sath sirf Sid…. Agar hamare bache bhi ho jaenge na toh tu mere liye pehle hogi fir hamare bache…”
HAI AASHIQI, TU AAKHRI, HAI ZID MERI TU AAKHIRI, AANSU MERA MERI HASI, TU AAKHIRI..
Shehnaaz pulled him by his tshirt and bit his neck harshly and Sidharth understood his baby wanted to make love at the same place under the stars and he, being an idle husband, granted her wife’s wish and fulfilled it with ease….
He was being really gentle on her and wasn’t biting her at all… He was just giving wet kisses all over her body and she was enjoying the way he was treasuring her with love and kisses….
As the song was playing both their emotions were shooting up and they were also understanding that they are the ones who can love each other and be with each other…. He trailed the kisses down to her shoulders and to her breasts, cupping it in his large hands and pleasuring her as she likes…. She moaned into his mouth as he kissed her again and she wrapped her legs around her waist gesturing him to enter into her and he understood…. He gave in to her demand and entered into her slowly and steadily, pleasuring her and himself while not hurting her as well….
This love making took them into a different world where they were just into each other and with each thrust they were getting more and more closer not because of sex but because of the fact that she was getting back to normal and their love was becoming more stronger and deeper….
“I Love You, I was never scared to lose anyone before you, I never knew how much I can be me, myself without being judged… I never knew I could love this much and also I could get the same love back…. The way You love me makes me feel special, the way you always keep me before everything, the way you treat me like a King and never expect anything in return and you let me be what I am….” He said as he didn’t come out her and lay over her while being inside her….
“I Love You too” She was too exhausted to say anything more and she was just feeling the love showered by her man….
She brushed his fingers through his hair and asked him about what he did to Chetan... He told her everything and dug his face in between her breast to divert her mind and came up and bit her birthmark making her moan his name!

Promo-
A delightful weekend drive, a sea visit and a dinner date which was cooked by Sidharth himself…

My Note-
Ending the chapter on a good and positive note… This was necessary according to me after such heavy chapters… If its okay, bear with me and handle the soft and happy moments…. Stay Tuned for the upcoming moments..
Abhi kuch chapters happy hoenge bina major negativity aur downs ke… now it will be a few chapters with ups….
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