NURTURING US

CHAPTER 70 NURTURING US

Sidharth made sure that Shehnaaz rested well and once they were done with lunch, he made her sleep right on her lap, his hands massaging her scalp all through this time.. He wasn’t really sleepy so he was just with her while she slept off..
She woke up with a groan in around an hour and he grabbed her in his arms, “Kya hua baby?”
“Sidharth, bho Dard ho raha hai.. Mere pair, upper thigh me Dard ho raha hai.. Mai…” She cried in his arms.. “Meri Jaan, please shant ho ja.. Mai daba deta hu, chor meko.. Let ja.. Mai dabata hu Darling..” He said but she had wrapped herself around him and she snuggled deeper into him..
“Mera Bacha, bas 10 min lagega.. Dekh tere thigh hard ho gaye hai.. It is not good baby.. Mai thoda daba deta hu, soft ho jaega wapas..” He said and she finally let go of him and he pressed her thigh.. The hardness of her thigh was slowly softening as he pressed it and massaged it.. He didn’t apply much pressure because he was strong and more pressure would cause pain to his delicate baby..
She felt better so she held his hand and gestured him to come back and sit next to her.. He obeyed and she settled onto him again, resting her head in the crook of his neck.. She nuzzled into his neck and fell asleep again.. He kissed her forehead and held her in his arms while she slept..
After about an hour more, she woke up and looked at Sidharth sleeping in an awkward position but holding her well.. She felt happy for herself and then a little sad for her baby to be sitting in an awkward position..
“Sidharth!” She cooed softly, “Bebu! Mera Babyyy!”
He opened his eyes and a smile appeared on his face when he saw her all happy and chirping with happiness, “Tu thik hai na baby?” asked Sidharth cupping her face with his hand and caressing it with his thumb..
“Haa Bebu, tere massage karne ke baad so gayi, abhi just uthi aur ab dard nai hain.. Thank You Bebu!” she said and pressed her lips on his..
“Thank you ki koi zarurat nai hai baby.. Jaa fresh ho ja.. Mai chai leke aata hu..”
“Sidhaaartthh, tu Jaa mat.. Mai leke aati hu.. Mai thik hu abhi..” She said but he was adamant.. He sent her to the loo and went out to her tea and some biscuits to eat.. She chuckled at him when she came back and hugged him tight..
“Kyu karta hai itna pyar?? Itna acha kyu hai Sidharth?” She said and she pulled out of the hug… “Baby, kyu kya kaise kab ye sab pyar me nai aata hai.. Pyar me bas insan kar deta hai kuch bhi.. Koi reason nai hota.. Bas pyar hota hai.. Aur mai ab se express karne laga hu, after losing you for a few hours, I can’t hold up anymore.. Mujhe pata hai mere express karne se tu meri feelings ka galat way me use nai karegi. So baby, you will now get to see all my expressive side..” He said as he took her lips in his for a warm gentle and soothing kiss..
She was speechless.. She had nothing to say.. She just couldn’t think of anything, she was busy adoring the man who loved her like it didn’t feel real.. She kept thanking Babaji for choosing a man like Sidharth as her life partner..
She brushed her fingers in his hair as they hugged each other.. He finally pulled out of the hug and they had tea and biscuits..
“Walk pe chale? Building me hi neeche..” asked Shehnaaz..
“Baby, abhi rest kar.. Teko pain achanak kabhi bhi start ho raha hai.. Ek do din ruk ja, fir shoot bhi karna hai na..” He tried to explain and she understood.. She rested her head on his arm.. He held her fingers and was playing with it and she was just looking at a random direction, kind of lost but happy..
After a while, he looked at her and asked, “Kya soch rahi hai Baby?”
“Yehi, ki tu nai hota, to mai aaj kya kar rahi hoti, kaha hoti, kaise hoti?”
“Aisa soch hi kyu rahi hai Meri Jaan.. Mai hu na tere pass.. Hamesha rahunga.. Wada kiya hu na.. Fir aisa soch ke mood kyu kharab kar rahi hai..”
“Arey nai! Waisa nai, matlab, tu hai mere sath to mai kya kar rahi hu, kaise kar rahi hu, kaise tu mujhe khush karta hai, kaise mera dhyan rakhta hai, kaise mere se attention chahiye hoti hai tujhe, jab mai bimar hoti hu to mera dhyan rakhta hai, mera Baap ban jata hai aur jab khud bimar hota hai to kaise mera Nona Baby ban jata hai, mai sab Acha hi soch rahi hu.. Tu nai hota to ye sab nai hota.. Aisa mere dimag me aaya..”
He smiled at her honest confession. “Baby, tu itni pyari hai na ki mai nai bhi hota to tere sath koi na koi hota, mai sochne baithu agar, ki tu nai hoti to mera kya hota.. Mai kasam se akela reh jata.. Sirf Mom ke sath.. Mujhe koi ladki nai milti.. Is kamre me aise hi akela leta rehta.. Tujhe koi bhi pamper kar leta, lekin mujhe, mere gusse ke sath..” He stopped talking and she got up and sat opposite of him and cupped his face, “Bebu, tu Pagal hai kya? Mera Putthu, tu itna bada sa hai, fir bhi jo ye tera dil hai wo kitna soft hai.. Tujhse jo sacha pyar karte hai, wo tujhe bhot ache se jante hai.. Aur kisi ke bare me ab tu soch raha hai.. Jaane de na Mera Baby.. Mai hu na tujhse pyar karne ke liye.. Aise hi zindagi bhar karungi.. Chahe kuch bhi ho jaye..”
“Hamara age difference thoda zyada hai, jab mai Buddha ho jaunga tu to fir bhi young rahegi.. Tujhe bura nai lagega?” He asked and this made her angry..
“Tera dimag kharab hai kya? Kyu bakwas soch raha hai? Chup kar ke baith yaha pe.. Koi Buddha nai hone wala tu.. Dekha hai khud ko kabhi dhyan se? Han.? Meri nazro se dekh, tere jaisa shayad hi koi hot hoga gadhe.. Apni umar se 10-15 saal chota lagta hai aur bakwas barabar karna hai..” She whined at him for thinking absolutely crap about himself..
“Acha, sorry, sorry.. I know you love me and I know you will love me no matter what.. Ab chal jhappi daal..” he said to lighten up the situation..
It was time for dinner and Didi had already called Sidharth twice.. “Chal na Sidharth.. Kya kar rhaa hai? Kyu late kar raha hai?”
“Didi ka gift kaha rakhi hai, mil nai raha..” He asked when he had messed up their bags trying to search for the gifts they got for Didi and Jiju..
Shehnaaz walked to their dressing room where they had kept their bags and held her face in her hands, “Haye Rabba.. Sab ulta seedha kar diya.. Tu Pehle puchta kyu nai hai.. Sidharth, sab kapde mix kar diya.. Maine alag rakhi thi jo pehene hue hai aur jo fresh hai.. Pagal.. Bol nai sakta tha..” She growled at him and he turned around and saw her face all red in anger and her hands on her waist.. She was wearing a red tshirt and a denim dungaree and was looking absolutely cute with anger..
He couldn’t help but kiss her hard as he turned around.. “Ha bas pappiya kar ke dil lele.. Aisa nai chalega is baar Sidharth.. Ab tu pura saaf karega.. Mai yaha is chair me baith jaungi.. Aur tujhe order karungi.. Tujhe har cheez karni padegi..” she ordered like a baby and folded her arms on her chest…
“Okay Madam, kar lunga lekin abhi nai.. Didi ke ghar jana hai, do baar call Aa chuka hai.. Tu bata na.. Kaha hai gift?” said Sidharth holding his ears.. She made a face and said, “Maine gift already Naira ke bag me rakhwa diya tha.. Dono Didi aur dono Jiju ka gift uske pass hi hai.. Ab chal warna teesra call Aa jaega..” said Shehnaaz as she got up and stormed out of the dressing room.. He held her hand as he ran behind her and finally reached Didi’s place.. He hugged his mom and then Shehnaaz held onto Rita Maa, “Kya hua bache? Sab thik hai?” Shehnaaz pointed towards her stomach and Mom understood and hugged her tighter…
“Aww mera bacha.. Koi Baat nai..” Said Mom and Sidharth was talking with Jiju.. They all had dinner after a while and SidNaaz headed back home..
Sidharth thumped on the bed earning a dead glare from Shehnaaz, “Kya hua?” He asked when he saw her standing at a corner and staring at him with anger.. “Like seriously? Tune kaha tha mai jo bolungi wo karega.. Ab clean karne wala tha tu Suitcase dono..” she reminded him..
“Baby, kal free din hai. Kal karenge na.. Fir parso shoot hai..” He said with his eyes almost closing.. He got tired as he babied her all day and she didn’t oppose.. She joined him in the bed and they slept..
The next day was spent in unpacking and Sidharth made the work worse and Shehnaaz ended up cleaning everything on her own.. He ordered pizza for her to make her happy and she did become happy.. The day went well and they both were looking forward to work again..
The next morning, they were in their vanity, Sidharth was on a call and was standing outside.. Asim entered the location and hugged Sidharth. Vikas came in to meet both Sidharth and Asim..
“Hello boys! How are you?” asked Vikas.. “All good!”
“Does Shehnaaz know about Asim?” asked VG and Sidharth and Asim grinned at him and he understood that she doesn’t know..
“Let’s tell her then, I want to see her reaction!” said an excited VG and the three entered the SidNaaz Vanity.. Shehnaaz was already dressed..
“Khushi! Kaisi hai meri Jaan?” asked VG.. Meri Jaan hit Sidharth a little but he ignored!
“Mai badhiya.. Tu bata.! Asim! Tu yaha? Kaise?” asked a confused Shehnaaz.. “Meet your new Costar.!” Said VG leaving Shehnaaz in a shock! Stay tuned to know what happens! TBC!