NURTURING US

CHAPTER 75 NURTURING US

CHAPTER 75 NURTURING US

“Meri baat sun, please kuch bol.. tu kya feel kar rahi hai wo bol.. Aise chup rahegi to mai pareshan ho jaunga.. Meri kuch samjh nai aa raha hai..” said Sidharth pulling her on his lap..
“Bina kuch soche bol meri jaan.. Mai kya bolu tujhe.. ek baat bol deta hu, ye jo tu baar baar mujhe sorry bole jaa rahi hai uski koi zarurat nai hai.. Meri restlessness meri overthinking ki wajah se ho rahi hai.. Isme tera koi kasoor nai hai.. Hum hamesha bol dete hai na jo bhi feel hota hai… Abhi bhot chup reh liye.. Mere se teri chuppi nai bardash ho rahi hai.. Tu bol de.. Mai karu ya nai tu bol de.. Mai bura nai maanne wala hu..” He assured her and his voice seemed to have heal her.. She was craving for him to talk to her.. She felt a sudden peace, her heart was beating fast and she didn’t say anything..
“Mai baad me bolu? Abhi jhappi dalni hai..” She said and he smiled at his ball of cuteness and hugged her tight.. He had said everything he wanted to.. Shehnaaz somehow felt light, she got his point of view.. She was kind of out of the guilt which she had earlier..
“Meri Jaan hai tu.. Samjhi gadhi.. Aise chup mat raha kar, meri Jaan nikal jati hai.. Ek project ke chakkar me tu aise mere se door ho jaaegi to mai kaise jiyunga han? Kabhi socha hai..” He whined at her but cutely.. She understood him, “Kuttey! Khud zyada sochta hai aur bill mere pe faadta hai..” She said, her head still resting on his chest…
“Acha, tujhe jhappi dalni thi, ho gaya.. Yehi reh, no problem, lekin please ab bol, kya feel kar rahi hai sach wala bolna.. Kal ke promises yaad hai mujhe.. Mai sab samjh raha hu.. Tujhe kitna problem ho raha hai, nai ho raha hai mai sab janta hu, ye tu bhi janti hai.. Mere se kuch chupta nai hai..” he said and even he felt that he was talking too much…
Well, he was away from her the whole day, they didn’t talk on the call or texted.. He was overthinking way too much.. He was still worried about the end..
“Tujhe kya problem hai tu wo bata pehle..” said Shehnaaz, “Teri kya soch hai wo bata..”
Sidharth made her sit in front of her and held her hand.. “Dhyan se sunna, mai tujhe pehle bata chuka hu sab kuch.. Aisa kuch nai hai jo tu nai janti hai.. Ab mai project aur story ki baat karu, to mujhe bhot pasand aayi hai aur jo platform hai, Prime Vid, ye badi baat hai.. Career wise it will be a big thing for me.. The story, mujhe isliye pasand aayi kyu ke meri real life se inspired hai.. Bigg Boss me logo ne mujhe dekha hai, mujhe jaane hai.. Tujhe pata hai mai zyada social media pe nai hu.. Aur logo ko mere past ke bare me bhi zyada nai pata hai.. Agar maine ye kiya, to fans mujhe aur ache se jaanenge..” Sidharth paused and she gave him a confused expression, “Ye sab to achi baate hai.. Maine pucha problem tujhe kya hai..” said Shehnaaz and she looked too cute and Sidharth couldn’t help but kissed her lips gently..
“Tu pagal hai puri, kabhi aisa lagta hai ke tu bhot serious hai aur kabhi aisa lagta hai ki to masti me hai..” said Sidharth and chuckled at her kissing her forehead again… This time, nothing negative in his mind.. It was a special kiss which he was giving his baby..
“Ab bol Putthu..” She cooed and he wrapped his arm around her waist as she sat in front of him..
“Meko problem hai bhi ya nai mai nai janta.. Mai end ka soch raha hu.. Camera angel set kar sakte hai, actually kiss nai karna pdega.. lekin.. fir bhi.. Wo jhappiya jaisa tujhe deta hu, jaise tujhe forehead pe cheeks pe kiss karta hu, waisa kisi aur ko karne wala hu.. Mai samjh nai paa rha hu.. Mom bhi dekhengi, teri family.. Sabse zyada, mai tere bare me soch raha hu… Tu support kar rahi hai, sab hai..” He stopped and looked away from her.. He was about to remove his hands from her waist when she held his arms and placed it back to her waist…
“Sidharth, mai kaise samjhau tujhe.. Mera Putthu, thodi problem tujhe bhi hogi, mujhe bhi hogi.. Lekin hum sath rahenge to sab acha hoga na.. Mai hu na Mera baby.. Aise aankhein mat chura mujhse.. Mujhe proud hai tere upar.. Tu mera baby hai pyara sa, meri Zindagi hai tu..” She left no point to motivate him and he couldn’t help but dig his face in the crook of her neck..
She hugged him back, rubbing his arms and she pulled out of the hug when she felt her neck getting wet.. She cupped his face and wiped his tears, “Mera Shona, aise mayus mat ho na.. Time hai na abhi.. Abhi to tujhe pata bhi nai hai kaun hai co-star.. Kal se hamara shoot hai.. Uspe focus kar.. Weekend pe fir se Little Space jaenge..” said Shehnaaz and Sidharth looked at her with his deep intense eyes, “Saturday meeting hai, Little Space pe first meeting hai, hamare advertisement wala..” said Sidharth.. Shehnaaz got instantly happy..
The first ever meeting in the SidNaaz’s Little Space was of their project and this was a big moment of happiness for both of them..
“Dekh Sidharth, soch ke bhi koi matlab nai hai aur hum dono faltu me mood kharab kar rahe hai.. Jaane dete hai, abhi 15 din hamara shoot hai, uspe dhyan dete hai… Mahhi Jay bhi sath hai aur Asim ka bhi kafi part hamare sath hai.. Thode time ke liye uski baat nai karte, lekin tu sign kar le.. Teri taraf se haa bol de..” said Shehnaaz and Sidharth agreed..
Sidharth was in awe of her.. The way she was managing things, the way she was explaining things to him.. He couldn’t thank God enough..
“Dinner Maa ne banaye hai aaj. Chal unke pass thodi der..” said Shehnaaz as she was about to get up but he pulled her back in his embrace and lowered her tshirt and bit her shoulder harshly..
“Ahh! Kuttey! Fir nishan pad jaega.. Dheere kaat na..” She whined and he bit her harder.. She couldn’t help but laugh at him..
“Pati romance kar raha hai lekin tu has ke raita faila de mood ka..” said Sidharth in a fake angry tone..
“Bebu, sacha gussa karna to seekh ja pehle.. Tu sochega ki mere sath natak karega aur mai tere trap me aa jaungi to tu sabse bada gadha hai..” said Shehnaaz laughing even more harder..
There was something in her which drove him crazy each day.. He would get lost in her innocence, her cuteness and her ability to look extravagantly hot in his outfits… He just couldn’t get enough of her..
She was his world.. She was the reason for his existence.. He was everything for her in the same way…
Sidharth laughed with her and then took her lips in his for a warm gentle yet passionate kiss.. She kissed him back with the same passion and nuzzled into his neck… They stayed in that position for a while, feeling each other’s heartbeat and once they were satisfied, they got up and went out of the bedroom to have dinner with mom..
Rita Maa saw them coming out with a smile and felt that things were sorted.. But she still wanted to talk… Sidharrth looked at her with a little bit of nervousness in his eyes… Shehnaaz hugged Mom and went to where Naira was sitting and Sidharth went to his Mom, “Maa, I know you might need explanations.. I have spoken to her in more detail, she is really supportive and she is making me very happy and taking me out of the guilt.. She is fine and so am I now..” said Sidharth..
“And also, about the kiss in the end?” asked Mom and raised her eyebrows..
“That I will manage.. Camera angle ka setting karwaunga, ya fir ek kiss hi hai.. She is very fine with it.. But we have decided to not think about that project for now.. We have to shoot our webseries from tomorrow and an ad shoot is coming too.. So, for now we are in the present..”
Mom was satisfied and everyone had dinner and SidNaaz went out for a drive!
Stay tuned to know what happens next..