NURTURING US

Chapter 44

“Sidhaaartthh, tune itna zyada maara usko…. Please aisa na karna agli baar….. Itna zyada violence….” She said as she tried to get out of his embrace but he pulled her towards himself….
“Door mat ja na…. I am sorry for being extra violent but to mere pass reh na…. Mai Pagal ho jata hu tu nai rehti hai mere pass to…. Aur maine tujhe justice dilane ke liye kiya…. Jo Zakhm usne tujhe diye the maine wahi usko wapas kiya aur kuch nai….”
She wasn’t strong enough to get out of his arms and decided to stay and talk to him, “Sidharth, wo kisi ka pati hai…. Jaise meri halat dekh ke tujhe hurt hua waisa hi Chetan ki wife ko bhi hurt hoga na….”
“Shehnaaz, how can you think like this? How? Usne tere sath itna kuch kiya fir bhi tu uske baare me soch rahi hai….” Said Sidharth in astonishment, entirely shocked at her statement….
“I am really sorry Shehnaaz…. I will send a doctor to the cell and get him cured….” Promised Sidharth and asked her to sleep..
The love making made her tired and also, the effect of medication was making her drowsy too…..
He got up and wore his jeans and wrapped the quilt around her bare body and took her in the bedroom and got free of his jeans and they slept snuggling into each other without any barrier in between them….
He wasn’t sleepy as they had slept quite a lot in the day and he kept staring at her while she took a nap…. He couldn’t get enough of her…. He never knew a person like her would come into his life and teach him how to love someone and be in that love forever….
She didn’t teach him anything word to word…. But her little confessions her actions, her love towards him, her behaviour towards his family, her concern for other people made him realise how to love and whom to love…..
Even after being traumatized by Chetan and his men, she didn’t like when she got to know that Sidharth hit him so much…. That’s how soft hearted and clean hearted she was which made his heart swell in love and respect and kindness all together….
He knew she had slept well the whole day and would wake up once the effect of medicines would go…. He got up and dressed up while she made faces in her sleep when she didn’t fine him next to her….. He went out and took keys from Adith and asked him to sleep….
Sidharth knows how much she loves long drives and he decided to take her out in the middle of the night where they would be alone and could roam around the whole city from one part to another without stopping at any point and listening to numerous songs and talking to each other in between, holding hands, her resting her head on his arm, an entire series of ‘their personal moment’
He was lost in the beauty of her face, the way her lips formed a smile when he lay next to her again and the way she wrapped her whole hand around his big arm….
The glow of love, the glow of coming back home, coming back to her Sidharth, her Putthu, her Kullu was clearly visible…. The way she wasn’t scared, the way she was coming out of the trauma and was learning from it to be brave was visible…..
The way she held his arm, the way she smiled in her sleep, the way she jataofyed her haq on him was precious and beautiful and soothing for him….
He had forgotten how to stay without her, without her love without irritating her, without making her angry, without manaofying her, without loving her…. It was a different feeling which he never understood, but felt strongly….
That is what love is without any terms and conditions, ifs and buts, this and that…. Just two people, feeling for each other!
She woke up as predicted by Sidharth in an hour and a half and hugged him and murmured in her half sleepy voice, “Sidhaaartthh!”
“yes darling, Uth gaya mera baby…”
“Ha Bebu, din bhar soi hu aaj… Acha laga…. Teri baahon me sone ka maza hi kuch aur hai…. Tu bada sa hai tere hath aise mote hai lekin sir rakho to soft ho jate hai…. Aisa lagta hai neend naa bhi aaye na to bhi tere hatho me khushi khushi so sakti hu….” She was chirping like a happy child, blabbering about how much she loves sleeping on his arm and never failing to appreciate him….
“Ek Tu hi hai jo mujhe ek teenager jaise blush karwa sakti hai…”
“Acha, tu aur blush! Ha ha! Khadoos kahi ka…”
He looked at her with fake anger, “Khadoos hu! Han?” He asked and tickled her and she kept asking for forgiveness asking him to leave her….
“Acha sorry! Sorry! Ammmmaaa! Tu har baar aise hi karta hai…. Not fair….” She whined and he stopped tickling her and rather grabbed her face and kissed her hard….
“Chal, kapde pehen…. Hum drive pe Jaa rahe…. Aaj tujhe ek Khaas jagah leke Jaata hu…” said Sidharth making her all excited…
“Kaha leke jaega? Bol na Bebu!”
“Bebu ki Baby, Pehle kapde pehen fir seedha leke jata hu....” She had no option but to get dressed…. She wasn’t ready to leave any moment of his pampering and so an idea popped into her head….
“Sidhaaaarrtthhhh!” She literally sang his name stretching each letter and he chuckled as he heard his name….
“Bhonko” He said, knowing that she needed some thing and he tried to read her expressions….
She just made a puppy face and took the quilt off her and pointed towards the bag in which they got clothes and stuff for them….
Sidharth asked, “Mai pehna du?’ and she nodded with a big smile on her face…. He hit her forehead softly and grabbed a pair of tshirt and Jeans and made her wear it while placing kisses all over her face her body and her lips!
He then changed the bandage of her head and legs and arm and left while Vineet(the Bodyguard) followed them in another car as they wanted privacy…
“Haye Sidhaaartthh! Mujhe na badi alag wali feeling Aa rahi hai…. Please bata na kaha Jaa rahe hain…”
“Bata bhi dunga to tujhe pata nai hoga, tu nai gayi hai waha kabhi…”
“Mujhe fir bhi janna hai..” She was into medication and for ladies, mood swings are a part of their lives and hence she was adamant to know where was he taking her…. He had to give in and he told her, “Bandra Fort Jaa rahe hai…. Mai waha hamesha jana chahta tha with my girl friends in the past, lekin kabhi nai Aa paya, socha aaj biwi, best friend, girl friend, close friend, emotional attachment, gadhi ye sab all in one ek hi me hai to tujhe leke jau…”
She hit his arms and rested her head on the same arm as he drove and showed his hand to Vineet asking him to follow!!
“Baat karegi? Ya gaane sunna hai?” he asked as he opened the playlist of music, slightly knowing she would choose listening to music…. He wasn’t entirely wrong and blushed as he heard her answer which was, “Gaana sunke ke, mere pyare pati ke pyaar ko describe karungi…. Mai gana aapko dedicate karna chahti hu, Mere Shona Putthu ko!”
(Don’t kill me for using Shona, I have been streaming it and calling my Husband Shona as well sometimes)
He agreed and she played a song from the playlist….
MAI JAAN YE VAAR DOON.. HAR JEET BHI HAAR DOON.. KEEMAT HO KOI TUJHE.. BEINTEHA PYAAR DO…
“Sidharth! Tu jitna strong banna hai ban.. Mujhe pata hai tu abhi bhi kuch nai bhula hai..” She said as the song played further..
SARI HADEIN MAINE MERI, AN MAINE TOD DI… DEKHAR MUJHE PATA AWARGI BAN GAYI… HAN! HASI BAN GAYE! HAN! NAMI BAN GAYE! TUM MERE AASMAAN! MERI ZAMEEN BAN GAYE!
“Mai is situation se bahar nikli, tere pyar ki wajah se…. Teri hasi dekhne ke liye…. Teri aankho ki chamak wapas laane ke liye…”
KYA KHOOB RAB NE KIYA, BIN MAANGE ITNA DIYA, WARNA HAI MILTA KAHA, HUM QAAFIRO KO KHUDA..
“Mai aaj bhi Baba Ji ka Shukar karti hu ki meri Himanshi ke sath controversy hui, Bigg Boss Offer hua, waha hum mile, lade mare pyar kiya dosti kiye aur ab Shadi kar liye…”
HASRATEIN AB MERI, TUMSE HAI JAA MILI, TUM DUA AB MERI, AAKHRI BAN GAYE!
“Tere bina, mai kuch nai hu aur tere sath Mai sab kuch hu..”
Sidharth broke down as he heard this! Now what? TBC!