NURTURING US

Chapter 4

Sidharth was done with the dinner set up at the balcony of the room part.. So One thing, the balcony of the hall and room has been joined together and made into one big Balcony in the renovation..

This is the Bedroom’s Balcony set up..
Sidharth came into the room and his eyes were stuck at Shehnaaz.. His eyes were glued to his baby dressed up in a satin night wear.. He was frozen in his position.. She walked towards him and hugged him digging her face in his chest.. He quickly wrapped his arms around her, pulling her closer, inhaling her cologne..
“I am so proud of you Shehnaaz..”
“Tu hai na mere sath.. Aur mai itna darti nai hu.. wo achanak hua aur mere sir me bho dard ho raha tha.. Mai ghabra si gayi thi.. Lekin tu time pe aa gaya..”
He kissed her forehead.. “Mai khana khila ked aba deta hu..” He said as he lifted her up in his arms and took her out..
She loved the balcony design.. “Hayyeee Sidharthh! Photo se zyada acha lag raha hai ye sab..” She said like an excited soul.. He wrapped one arm around her as they settled together..
“Bebu, dekh tera hath itna bada hai, Ek hath se hi pakad leta hai..”
“Ha Baba.. Tu bhi to patli ho gayi hai.. chal muh khol..” He said as he made a bite with another hand and got it close to her mouth.. She ate and liked the taste of what Mom had cooked and kept..
“Maa ke hath ka khana best hai..” She said as she made a bite and fed him too.. He licked her finger a little longer making her face red..
“Baby, You are looking way too hot today.. I can’t help myself..” He was going on and on that day..
They finished their dinner and were snuggled into each other.. She opened the buttons of his shirt..
“Baby, kya kar rahi hai..?”
“Shushhhhh” She said putting a finger on his lips and started unbuttoning his shirt again.. She hugged him as she removed his tshirt.. His arms holding her and she rested her head on his bare chest with her hand around his broad arm..
Sidharth checked his phone and it was 12 am.. He lifted her up, keeping her right in front of him and said, “A very happy Anniversary, my Love..”
“Happy Anniversary Sidharth..” She said resting her head again on his chest..
“I wanted things exactly like this.. Just You and Me.. This new house interior.. Peaceful.. Ahhh!!! I love this..”
“Kamina! I love this bol sakta hai.. I Love You Bolne me maut aati hai tujhe..”
“Bolta to hu..”
“Ha lekin aiwai kisi bhi chiz ko aise Love Shav bindass bolna band kar.. Sirf mere liye rakh wo..”
“Okay Baba.. Relax now.. I Love You..”
She smiled and kissed him hard.. He loved her bold avatar.. He lifted her up without breaking the kiss, He made his way to the bedroom and kept her on the bed gently.. Her eyes were closed and she was waiting for him to kiss her again..
He didn’t come so she opened her eyes to look around for him.. He was burning a few scented candles and he turned off all the lights.. Only a few din lights were on and he came back to her.. He made her sit on the bed and he sat in front of her.. He cupper her face and asked her to look at the ceiling..
She looked up and saw a blur picture of BB Finale where he was hugging her was on the ceiling and there were stars all over the area.. Her eyes welled up as she saw the view..
“Baba, ye tere aasu ke liye nai kiya hu..” He said but he had to stop talking midway as she kissed him again, more roughly, more passionately.. Her tears still dropping.. He broke the kiss and wiped her tears..
“Mera Bacha! Ro mat na.. dekh mai ye chahta tha.. ab ye lagta hai na SidNaaz ka pyara kamra, SidNaaz ka ghar.. tu khush reh na Meri Jaan..”
She was out of words.. the way he would make her feel special every moment was magical.. She wanted time to freeze..
“Bas kuch gadbad na ho Sidharth.. Sab ache se rahe..”
“Aisa kyu soch rahi hai.. aur waise bhi, tujhe pata hai hum lade mare kuch bhi kare.. Zyada time nai rehte na ek dusre se door.. Kyu fikar kar rahi hai.. ha manta hu tu aaj kal bhav zyada khane lagi hai.. Madam aati hi nai manane ab.. Lagta hai tu ab bore hone lagi hai..”
“Oye, aisa kuch nai hai.. Gadha mat ban.. Tu bas kabhi kabhi zyada hurt kar deta hai.. samjha kar na bebu.. Jisse aap sabse zyada pyar karo, agar wo kuch bura bole na to zyada hurt hota hai.. Mai bhi to apne stress me rehti hu na.. Nervous mai bhi thi is performance ke liye.. Mujhe avinash ka pehle share karna tha.. lekin mai boli nai.. Humari ladai ke wajah se mai bhul hi gayi batana..”
Sidharth got a little serious, “Kya hua tha? Shehnaaz, mujhe abhi bata dey please.. usne pehle bhi aisa kuch karne ki koshish kiya hai? Han? Mai chorunga nai usko kal.. aise bhi andar karwa diya hu.. abhi FIR me sirf vanity wala description diya hu.. Mujhe please bata dey baby..”
He started getting extremely restless.. He started biting his nails, waiting for her to speak.. She snuggled into him, rubbing her hands on his chest, trying to calm him down a little..
“Sidharth, tu shant ho ja.. Mai bata rahi hu.. Usko mera number chahiye tha.. kehta kuch shoot related information hui to bataega.. Maine kaha, Kaushal mera manager hai.. Uska number tere pass hai tu usko bata dena.. wo mujhe aage bata dega.. Topic wahi khatam.. Fir dance ke time pe, zyada pass aane ki koshish kar raha tha.. maine roka, maine kaha mujhe steps yaad hai, pass mat aao itna.. I am not comfortable..”
“Tune bola na.. Mana kiya na.. Fir bhi aaya?”
“Fir uska ego hurt hua.. Mujhe ek baar girane ki koshish kiya tha..”
“Mai kaha tha tab? Phone call pe tha tab hua ye sab?”
She nodded in a yes and he again regretted..
“Shehnaaaz, I am so sorry baby.. Mai jab jab tujhe akela chora us harami ne ye sab kiya.. Please, next time aisa kuch ho, aur hamari jitni badi ladai hui hu, please mujhe bata dena.. Mai ab ladunga hi nai tujhse.. Kuch ho jata to.. mai mar jata agar tujhe wo kuch bhi ulta seedha karta to..”
“Sidharth!” She shouted when he talked about dying..
“Shehnaaz, tu chilla, maar mujhe.. mai sahi nai kiya..”
“Arey, Sidharth.. baby shant ho ja.. Maine bataya nai isme teri kya galti.. Tujhe phone call faltu wale nai aaye the na.. Mai tujhe nai bataungi kuch agar tu aise apne aap ko blame karega to..”
He quickly wrapped his arm around her and hugged her so tight that he was hurting her.. He realized it soon and loosened the grip.. He actually left her and grabbed a bottle of moisturizer on her marks and kissed her forehead..
“Let ja Jaan..” He told her and she did as told.. He started pressing her forehead.. She felt so good, he was a different man.. He was super strong but he knew how much pressure to put.. She started moaning as he was giving a great massage..
“Ahhh! Bho acha Sidhaarrthh.. Sahi point pakda hai..”
He chuckled at his baby.. He was enjoying how his touch was affecting her..