NURTURING US

CHAPTER 142 NURTURING US

CHAPTER 142 NURTURING US

Sidharth kept an eye on Rohan who probably left in around twenty minutes and that’s when Shehnaaz left Sidharth’s arm..
“Ab wo chala bhi gaya.. Putthu, please Jaane de na.. Khaana kha ache se..” said Shehnaaz as she made a bite and shoved it into his mouth… he agreed and smiled at her.. “Mera na dimag sadh jata hai jab koi tujhe jhappi dalta hai.. Aisa lagta haath kaat du uske..”
“Abhi shant ho Jaa.. Please.. Hum apne holiday pe khush hone aaye hai ek dusre ke sath Rehne aaye hai to dusro pe focus karna band kar de please..” requested Shehnaaz and he agreed..
“Jodhpur kab jana hai?” asked Sidharth.. Shehnaaz was chewing hence she waited till the food was chewed and told him, “Dekh, yaha se Jodhpur 8 ghante ka rasta hai.. Waha Jaake sirf hotel me chill karna hai.. Toh tujhe chahiye to hum kal so sakte hai late tak.. Fir niklenge aur dinner ke Pehle pahoch jaenge..” said Shehnaaz..
“Bookings kab ki kari hai?” asked Sidharth.. “Maine time nai bola.. Maine kaha, jab bhi aaenge le lena.. Kyu ke Road trip hai toh kuch confirm nai bata sakti thi na.. Wo log maan gaye.. Tera Naam Acha hai yaha bhi..” said Shehnaaz, pecking his cheeks and making him all blushy mushy..
She was the one who could make him blush right after a moment he was angry.. No one could have imagined the big guy blushing like this..
“Pagal.. Tu bhi khaa na baby..” said Sidharth and they finished their dinner.. They took a plate of sweet dish and walked to the lake, dipped their legs in and sat close to each other..
Shehnaaz held his huge arm and rested her head comfortably on it.. “Sidharth..”
“Haa baby..” said Sidharth, looking at her and feeding a bite of gulab jamun.. “Tujhe kabhi aisa feel hua ki tu mujhse pyar nai karna chahta ya fir mujhse pyaar hai hi nai aisa kabhi apne man ko bolna chaha?” asked Shehnaaz..
Sidharth was in an entirely different mindset listening to her question.. He never imagined that after confessing in such an amazing way, she would ask him that… He stayed quiet and she apke again, “Abhi ka nai bol rahi Pehle Ka puch rahi hu..”
Shehnaaz had seen a few videos of BB13 where he misbehaved with her and she stayed quiet.. Sidharth had no idea about it and he wanted to know what was getting into her head, suddenly..
“Shehnaaz, ye dimag me kaha se Aa raha hai? Overthinking ka kaam mera hai, baby tu kabse aisa sochne lagi..?” Sidharth joked, trying to lighten the situation. He definitely knew it wasn’t a light situation but he was stunned.
She got off his arm and he couldn’t take it.. He held her back in his arms, “Meri Jaan, I won’t lie lekin Pehle Mai dar raha tha tujhse pyar karne ke liye.. Mai manta hu… Lekin Baby, wo bhot purani Baat Hai.. Past me hai wo.. Abhi toh mai hu na tere sath, mujhe tu chahiye bas.. Aisa mat soch na..” said Sidharth and he could listen to her soft sniffles..
He grabbed her in his arms and put her on his lap, “Mera Bacha, idhar dekh..” said Sidharth, cupping her face and wiping her tears with his thumb, “Baby, I don’t know what’s going in your mind and from where has this question came into your mind, trust me baby, I have never loved anyone like I love you and I have said this earlier as well.. Please, don’t focus on the negative part.. Maine bhot suffer kiya hai Shehnaaz past me, isliye darta tha. Tere sath Rehne ke baad wo dar nai hai ab… Please, for once, let go of the past.. I am all for your love now.. You are all mine to love, today, tomorrow and forever..” said Sidharth and she understood…
Girls tend to overthink when it comes to love.. Heart breaks aren’t too easy to deal with and especially when you have a strong connection with someone..
She wrapped herself around him and he lifted her up in his arms.. He walked to their suite and wanted to make her lay on the bed and get something from their bag, but she held onto him..
“Mat Jaa na..” that’s all she could murmur and he stayed.. “Mera Bacha.. Hua kya hai? Dekh, ab mai pareshan ho raha hu..” said Sidharth, who was actually getting worried.. What on earth has made her think so negative all of a sudden..
“Sab thik hai.. Bas tu mere pass reh Sidharth.. Mai bas tere pass rehna chahti hu.. Tu samjh raha hai na… please.” She said, he could again listen to her soft sniffles… He decided to let her be in his arms, he rubbed her back pressed his lips on her cheeks and constantly ran his fingers in her hair…
She fell asleep on his lap and he then made her lay on the bed.. She shivered in her sleep and he quickly joined her and took her in his arms.. He searched for her phone and looked at it..
The recent used apps, it had videos of the times he said, “Tu kisi ki sagi nai ho sakti.. Apne ma Baap ki nai ho saki to kisi ki nahi ho sakti..”
This line pinched him.. They never spoke of bar old memories.. But he understood how she must have felt earlier.. He saw how much that affected him a few moments before.. The way it threatened her… He promised to himself to not hurt her more in the future..
“I am so sorry, Mera Bacha.” He said, pressing his lips on her forehead.. He made sure Shehnaaz slept well all through the night.. He somehow couldn’t.. He kept thinking of how could he say that to her. But then again, it was all in the past.. He fell asleep in the middle of the night and they both woke up late…
Shehnaaz had somehow overcame the moment.. She was in his arms in the morning and happened to feel secure and homely in his arms…
“Shehnaaz, baby.. Are you alright?” asked Sidharth as he woke up and she smiled at him.. “Sorry Sidharth, wo pata nai kyu Mai past ko leke aise kal pareshan ho gayi thi.. Wo bas aise hi outburst ho gaya..” apologized Shehnaaz..
“Shushhh, hota hai kabhi-kabhi.. Sorry mat bol meri Jaan..” said Sidharth, wrapping his arm around her and tucked close to him..
“Sidharth, fresh start karte hai.. Negative past ko peeche rakh ke..” said Shehnaaz and Sidharth just took her lips in his..
“Baby, you are the purest human I’ve ever come across..” saying so, they freshened up, took a shower, got ready in comfy clothes, matching track suits as they had to be on the roads..
They packed their bags and went to have breakfast.. They didn’t meet any fans as it was their personal trip and they had to be with each other.. But the fans had left gifts and cards and flowers for them in the reception and that was handed over to them by the hotel staff after breakfast..
A bunch of lucky girls walked in the moment Sidharth walked in the reception and asked for Pictures which he couldn’t deny… Shehnaaz was looking as the girls were all over him.. He was just smiling, blushing as he was getting all the attention making his little bean all angry…
She walked to the car and folded her arms and sat in a corner.. He followed right after her and took her in his arms, “Sorry na baby.. Mai nai gaya kisi ke pass.. Sachi.. Mai toh tera hi hu na meri Jaan.” Said Sidharth and played a song..
TU HI ZEHEN ME SHAM SAVERE… TERI HI LAB PE BAAT HAI.. TUJHSE MILA HU, MAI JIS JAGAH PE, AB WO JAGAH BHI KHASS HAI..
Shehnaaz smiled listening to the words and Harshit loaded the boot with their bags and sat on the backseat.. Sidharth held her hand, kissed her knuckles and started driving..
USKI TARAF HI JE JAATE HAI, MUJHKO YE MERE KADAM.. TOH AA GAYE HUM.. Oh SANAM…
Shehnaaz was blushing and this made Sidharth happy.. “Ab khush hai mera baby?” said Sidharth and she nodded like a happy child..
UFF TERI KYA BAAT HAI.. TUJHPE HU MAI FIDA.. WARNA DIL ME KISI KO.. DETA NAHI.. BAKHUDA… TUJHSE HI MILNE KO CHAHE, DIL YE MERA HARDA… TOH AA GAYE HUM..
With these lines, they celebrated their love.. These lines told Shehnaaz how much he loved her.. His way of cajoling her was precious.. It made her happy each time…
“I love you, Putthu..” said Shehnaaz as the song ended and he was all smiles.. They bid goodbye to the Beautiful city of Udaipur as they were on the highway which took them to Jodhpur.. Shehnaaz held Sidharth’s arm and her head rested on it lovingly..

Promo- Sana meeting male fans at lunch.. Stay Tuned!