Every Season (I ain't no player SEQUEL) Roddy Ricch Fan Fiction

Chapter 80

Bird POV

To be continued

"Wassup Jackie" I said as she hopped in my car. After I told her where I was, she pulled up on me at the beach to hotbox the car with me.

"Hey" She said leaning over giving me a quick hug.

"You good?" I asked her.

"Yeah" She said shrugging. "But you're not" She added.

I sighed shaking my head as I lit up my second blunt, before taking a puff.

"This shit lowkey hard Jackie" I said.

"Tell me what's going on in your head" She said.

"Man... I grew up with Roddy. Ive known you since I was 8, and I've known that nigga since I was 10. Did everything with him. You feel me? And then, my wife, the woman I was madly in love with-"

"Was?" Jackie said.

"Was." I said and she sighed. "Continue.." Jackie said.

"The woman I was madly in love with, fucks him. While I was filming the movie, and even when I got back. I tried to get over the shit, but I don't know if I can to be honest" I said.

"I understand..." Jackie said.

"And it's easier for you to take Roddy back and move forward because well, you and Justine became friends because of my relationship with her. It's not like y'all were friends at first you know?" I said.

"Yeah." Jackie said.

"But me and Roddy, we go wayyyy back. I just expected better from my boy." I said sighing.

"I know.. And I'm sorry you feel this way Bird. You always been getting the short end of the stick and I don't understand why. You're one of the most loyal people I know." Jackie said shaking her head.

"I don't get it. I'm a good ass nigga. I'm faithful, I'm loyal, and I'm ride or die. I never switch up. But I get bullshit in return. Crazy" I said.

"That won't last forever Bird.." Jackie said as I handed the blunt to her.

"I don't know what I wanna do. I got two kids with Justine, but honestly, that lowkey ain't even stopping me from wanting a divorce anymore." I said.

"You're thinking about divorcing her?" Jackie asked raising her eyebrows.

"I don't know. It's just- I could be enjoying my day and then boom- I think about Roddy fucking my wife. In my bed. Or against my fuckin wall. Whatever the fuck they were doing" I said.

"Yeah.. I know it's hard because sometimes I still think about it. But like you said, it's easier for me. Because me and Justine weren't like you and Rodrick." Jackie said.

"We been through all kinds of shit but that? Tops everything. And I never wanted my kids to grow up in separate houses and shit. Spending some days with me and some with they mama. And then I do love Justine, so when she would be crying and shit, I go soft for her but I don't think I got more to give anymore." I said.

"I really hate that you feel like this... But I understand. I really do" Jackie said taking a puff before exhaling through her nose.

"You're the only one who does at this point." I said.

"What you mean?" Jackie asked.

"You're the only person that hasn't done me dirty. In my entire life. That's why I fuck wit you heavy and- Nevermind" I said.

"Say it" Jackie said.

"I can't" I said.

"Why not?" She asked.