Every Season (I ain't no player SEQUEL) Roddy Ricch Fan Fiction

Chapter 136

Jackie POV

"Hey dad.." I said walking over to his gravestone and I sat the roses I bought for him, to the side of it.

I squatted down and touched his grave stone sighing a little.

"Man how I wish you were here to help me through this bullshit. I need you." I said.

"Feels like yesterday. Hurts the same... Ever since the day you were called home. I close my eyes hoping to see you every night. I look for signs all day everyday, just hoping to have any form of communication with you. We have so many unfinished conversations that one day, I hope we can finish. A father's love can never be replicated, and you taught me the meaning of the word love. In this life and every life after, I love you always.." I said, sniffling a little as a tear rolled down my face.

I always will feel like there's a hole in my heart from the way my dad was taken out of this world. I feel like we just didn't have enough time, and soon as we were beginning to get more and more time in, they took him from me.

And that will forever break my soul.

"I got the restart I wanted, but I feel like something's still missing and incomplete. I'm not sure what it is. But I pray God gives me some discernment on what it may be. I got everything I wanted and could ever ask for. I got my babies, I got out of the marriage with Rodrick, I got the soulmate and love of my life, Da'Vion. Still have my store. But... There's something missing dad. I'm not sure what it is." I said as I opened our scrapbook we made together.

I had the page opened to our collage of pictures we took the very last day I had with him, at Disneyworld.

Side note: Real ones remember that chapter from the first book.

The wind started blowing the pages and I sighed a little as it landed on the last page of the scrapbook.

And my dad wrote on the last page when he was alive, and it said "Jacqueline, it's time for a big MOVE."

And he highlighted the word move.

I scrunched my eyebrows and looked at his tombstone.

"You tryna tell me something?" I asked him and I just looked at his grave for a second before running my hand over it.

"It's time for a big move... Hmm." I mumbled trying to think.

"I'll keep that in mind dad. I love you. Rest." I said as I stood up, and I blew him a kiss before walking back to my car.

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Roddy POV

"You okay?" Justine asked as she got back in the bed with me, and she cuddled with me.

"Yeah just thinking" I said.

"About what?" She asked.

"Me." I said.

"Whew that's not self absorbed at all" She said sarcastically and I chuckled saying "Man shut up cuh"

"But nah I mean like.. My future." I said.

"What you mean by that?" Justine asked.

"Shit, I'm a man wit plenty of goals and opportunities. I had a wife, and it didn't work out. I don't need another one Justine." I said looking over at her.

"I know. And I don't need another husband either" She said shrugging.

"I ain't tryna do none of that shit anymore or be tied down. I feel like I wanna get away for a bit, figure some shit out" I said.

"Why?" She asked and I got a flashback of this morning.

Flashback

"What the-" I mumbled as I got out my car seeing that same buff ass nigga that was sitting on my porch just a few days ago, and he was standing outside of my house smoking yet another blunt.