Every Season (I ain't no player SEQUEL) Roddy Ricch Fan Fiction

Chapter 37

Roddy POV

To be continued

I pulled up to the studio, in tears. Silent tears.

I couldn't even explain what emotion I was feeling right now. It was too much.

I got out the car, and walked inside seeing them receptionist, Ciara.

"You okay Roddy?" She asked with concern.

"Yea, where Bird at?" I asked.

"In the back room" She said pointing towards it, I walked to the back and seen him sitting on the leather couch, writing.

I opened the door and he looked up and seen me and immediately looked concern.

"You aight?" He asked standing up.

I had no words.. A nigga was just shedding tears.

"Roddy, what happened?" Bird asked walking over to me.

"It's just.. Man, if it ain't one thing with my wife it's another. I just feel so sorry for her." I said sighing, as the tears kept falling.

"What happened to Jackie?" Bird asked.

"Yvette died tonight." I said and Bird's mouth dropped.

"You lying nigga" Bird said.

"Nope" I said. "She came to the house, blood all coming out of her mouth, could barely breath.. Couldn't even walk. Jackie dragged her inside." I added.

"Man... How she die? Like what happened?" Bird asked.

"Overdosed on heroin and meth." I said and Bird sighed and rubbed his face.

"I just feel so bad. Jackie was crying so hard, Yvette just begged for Jackie's forgiveness before she died. And Jackie told her she forgave her and she loves her. She even called Yvette mommy." I said.

"Damn.. Fuck man. Jackie.." Bird said.

"I feel so bad. She deal wit so much shit. Her dad getting killed years back, the shit I put her through, and put you through too, and now this. Man, I don't even know what to do wit myself" I said as I started crying again, but silently, shedding tears.

I felt like a piece of shit. I don't even deserve Jackie to keep it real.

"And I came here to make amends with you. I came here to apologize, you my nigga. I did you wrong in the worse way. And I knew once I pushed you too far, I went too far. I wasn't in the right head space. Doing codeine and all that stupid shit. I'm sorry Bird. I'm sorry about Justine. If I could take it back I really would." I said.

"Come here man." Bird said pulling me in for a hug.

"It's been tough not having my brother wit me man, I'm sorry" I said hugging him back.

"It's okay Roddy, them drugs just took you out your character. I don't wanna be mad no more either you feel me? I don't wanna hold grudges, let's put the bullshit behind us" Bird said, I seen one tear fall from his face. He tryna be all tough and shit.

But me? I ain't even care no more, I'ma just let that shit out.

"It's behind us." I said and we shook hands.

"Good. I'ma tap in wit Jackie when she wakes up, damn I feel so sorry for her.." Bird said.

"Yeah, feel free to stop by tomorrow or something. I know she could use all the love right now" I said.

"I got y'all. Aye I uh, needa talk to you bout something." Bird said.

"What's up?" I asked.

"Well.. I-" He started off.

"I'm glad you stopped by. I'm glad we put this shit to rest." He said, before clearing his throat.

"Me too man, me too." I said.

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Jackie POV

I woke up from my semi sleep, I only slept for an hour and a half. I can't even sleep right now because of all this shit. I sighed a little seeing Jr next to me knocked out.

I kissed his forehead, then went to my dresser, grabbing my blunt I already rolled up earlier.

I looked back making sure Jr was okay, and I walked out to the balcony, closing the door so the smell won't go in the bedroom.

I brought my speaker out, so I can play some music lowly while I blow this shit.

I plugged up my phone and played "Ghetto Angels" by No Cap.

I lit up the blunt and took a puff and exhaled it through my nose and mouth.

My phone buzzed and I seen it was Rodrick leaving me a text.

Rodrick: Idk if you up, but if you are I'm on my way home baby.. And I'm bringing you food. I love you..

Me: I'm up. And okay, thank you. I love you more.

Then I seen Bird left me a text.

Bird: I heard.. I'm so sorry Jackie. If you need anything, I got you. Always.

Me: How you heard? But thank you Bird. I really appreciate it.. And it's all the same in return.

I put my phone in my pocket, before taking another puff and exhaling it through my mouth only.

"I'm proud of you." I heard my dad say. I looked to my side and seen him sitting next to me, like last time.

"Dad.." I said.

"I'm sorry you going through this. But remember what you told me? When I came to visit you when you were locked up? Do you remember?" He asked me.

"What I told you?" I said.

"Mhm" He said.

"Yeah... I told you, you were different.. So it's gone make life hard for you sometimes. But always remember, I got you." I said.

"Exactly. So now it's the same in reverse. I always knew you were different. So life gets hard. But keep yo head up baby. I got you." My dad said.

I sighed a little.

"Yvette is at peace, believe it or not." He said.

"How you know?" I asked.

"Because you forgave her and told you you loved her before she died. She knew she was dying, she felt it. She just wanted to make sure that you forgave her first, to put her at ease. Why you think right after you told her that, she took her last breath?" My dad said.

I didn't even think about it like that..

"Wow... I'm glad, I'm glad I let her know. I always loved Yvette. That's my mom. I just never said it because of everything we been through. But I'm glad I let her know." I said, ahh here come the water works again.

"Damn" I mumbled wiping my face.

"Baby girl, soften up its okay. Let them tears flow. I just knew you needed my comfort so I wanted to let you know what's up. But I love you, Roddy loves you, Jr loves you and Bird loves you. You got so much love alright?" My dad said, I nodded my head.

"I know.. Thank you." I said.

"And believe it or not, Justine loves you too. She was just not in her right mind." My dad said and I smacked my lips.

"I know baby, I know. You ain't gotta deal with her, but I was just letting you know. She still got love in her heart for you. And she feels bad. About everything." My dad said, I sighed a little.

"Mmm. Okay." I said shrugging. He chuckled.

"I love you. Head up baby, this will pass.." He said.

"Always. I love you too." I said, and then he just... Disappeared.

I sighed, finishing my blunt.

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