Desires and Secrets

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JJ POV... Thirty hours a week? A secretary position? Sexual classes alone with anger  management classes? Come in through the back door? Come in eleven to six? Is she fucking serious? My damn check would be cut in half, I would only bring in 800 a week, when I usually brought in 1600 a week, without over time. ..I couldn't stop the tears bc  how the fuck could I live like this? I would have to pick up a second job.. Do you agree to this Agent Jareau, that little evil bitch asked me? I looked into her eyes and said yes I do... She looked surprised but neither the less slid the paper in front of me... Although I had money saved in the bank, I knew I couldn't quit just yet... So I signed the paper, all the while thinking.. Melissa would pay and my former team would to, bc regardless of what they thought, Reid did love me... And eventually he would show all these fuckers... Agent Jareau please clean out your desk and return your badge, gun, keys and all paper work Hotch demanded.. I nodded and went to follow his orders for the last time