Desires and Secrets

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My degrees, memory, reading skills means nothing with out you in my life.. Derek I had all of this before I joined the Bureau and I wasn't happy, never complete, just a walking dictionary, no love no happiness... I have always thanked God for my skills, my achievements but I wasn't happy with them until I met you... If my beauty flows from the inside out, Derek it's bc of you.. You bring out everything positive and good in me... Everything you say is beautiful in me, comes from loving you.. Tears dripped from his eyes but I wasn't finished... I leaned forward and licked every tear from his face until his face was tear free.. I want you Derek Michel Morgan, ONLY YOU BABY, nobody else EVER DER.. I would never want anybody of my intelligence bc my own type doesn't attract me... Shit I don't want to listen to myself ramble facts and statistics all day, that would drive me completely insane I said making him laugh. I love hearing you speak, facts statistics it doesn't matter Spencer as long as you are speaking, I'm interested, shit I wish you would do it in the bedroom he said shyly.. What I said, are you serious? As a heart attack baby, I've always wanted you to do so, it's a fetish of mine... I couldn't believe he wanted nerd talk in the bed, but hey whatever turned him on, I would do.. We will discuss this later I said blushing, let me finish my confession.. Derek don't under play your skills.. You are a bomb expertise, you can kick open a door with the smallest force, you lead this team when Hotch couldn't, you train classes for this team baby, and you have amazing empathy, that exceed you at your job.. Not to mention you can flirt with almost any woman, to get what we need from the witness, unsubs and whatnot... So together we complete each other, like the opposite  side of a beautiful coin.. I love you Derek I said, and I'm never leaving you, unless death separates us... Thank you PB he said pulling me to him.. Our lips meet and were shared a sizzling bonding kiss, linking us to each other for eternity... I smiled as I entered the anger class,bc I knew without a doubt God had blessed us to be together forever that night