Desires and Secrets

Chapter 46

JJ POV.. Shit why did I have to be chosen to go first? She wasn't been malicious bc she honestly pulled the name from her box... I held my head high as I walked to the front bc I had no reason to be shame... Everyone was here for the same reason one way or another...I stood before everyone but my eyes focused on Spence... He looked back at me with his expressionness profile face... That was better than his anger face though.. Hello my name is Jennifer Jareau..I used to be in the BAU until my actions caused me to be demoted from FBI Agent to FBI sectary. I am here bc I used force on one FBI agent and I sexually assaulted another.. I could see surprise on some faces but nobody breathed a word... I would speak the truth here for two reasons, to gain Spencer trust back, and get the fuck out this class so I could get my man back..I lost a friendship of 10 years from one friend ,and I caused the other friend and his partner to break up... Spencer Reid is the man I hurt I said pointing at him... He was my best friend and I betrayed him... I'm sorry I took the actions I did bc I not only lost my job, my team love and trust, I lost my best friend I said sobbing hard now.. That's my story I said surround down and returning to Spence and I table... Are you ok Ms Jareau? I nodded and she said good job Jennifer... I smiled weakly and glanced at Spence.. He smiled slightly and turned away.. That smile gave me hope... Spencer Reid are you ready to speak? Yes he said, standing and walking to the front