Desires and Secrets

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JJ POV... I hated to break down in front of this bitch but retelling my story, since that night, brought back all the pain and misery I has suffered... And after Spence tricked me today in class, I couldn't hold back my fucking emotions anymore... So yes I dropped to that floor and let out tear after tear... I cried on that floor for 45 minutes and probably would have cried for 45 more if Michelle wouldn't spoken to me.. JJ JJ please stop crying she said... It's gone be ok.. Its gone be ok she repeated... Suddenly I felt weak, stupid and very angry... I jumped to my feet and said yes you are right, everything will be ok, I said with my eyes shining with tears and determination.. I kidnapped you for a reason Michelle... And if you want to get out of this alive you who follow my orders down to the tee I said smiling sinisterly... DO YOU UNDERSTAND, I asked? Yes she said quickly, what do you want me to do? You my dear are going to help me get Dr Reid back.. Get him back she asked confused? Yes bitch you are going to lure him to me,bc he will be MINE I screamed at the tip of my lungs!!!!!!! MINE MINE MINE I repeated out if control