Desires and Secrets

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Reid POV... I knew I had to put my all in this, to convince Jennifer that I loved her.. When she told Michelle she had to watch I felt disgusted... But when she dropped her robe, I was turned on... I hated that my body was betraying me, but her body was absolutely beautiful...I couldn't help but enjoy tasting her nipples, caressing her wetness, feeling her moisture on my fingers... I couldn't help but to want to feel that wetness clenching on my throbbing cock...I didn't want to feel anything but disgust for her, but when I entered her, that shit was mind blowing... She felt so good, her sounds so stimulating, her wetness so wet and tight....I couldn't fake it and now I felt guilty as fuck..I didn't love this sadistic bitch, I loved Derek Morgan... Shit he would crumble if he knew I actually enjoyed this supposed rape... Tears escaped my eyes bc my guilt was over whelming... Reid, don't do that to yourself... none of this is your fault Michelle said in sympathy... Maybe not I said looking at her, but I enjoyed the sex I said shamefully... Of course you did.. You are gay Reid but  your not dead... What I said looking at her? Reid before you and Morgan got together you did date women right? I nodded.... Reid your attraction for women didn't leave, but when you fell in love with Morgan you pushed aside you desire and attraction for them.. But Jennifer is a beautiful woman,a beautiful woman with a nice body.. that came to you naked... who wouldn't be tempted she asked shrugging?