Desires and Secrets

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Reid POV... I left our home still deep in thought about Morgan confession.. He confessed that he was afaird to pressure me into dancing bc he thought I really didn't want to dance with him, bc I was ashamed.. I didn't interupt bc I didn't want him to close up.. He went on saying he was afaird I would leave him bc I could have anyone I wanted, man or woman... Spencer you are talented in so many ways, despite of your high IQ, the ability to rest 20,000 words a minutes, you  eidetic memory, and all of your degrees... You are real Spencer, you don't judge anyone without reason, you don't have to work hard to show your beauty bc it shines from with in you baby he said with so much emotion... I just fear one day you may grow tired of my ordinary intelligence and fund thur equal he explained, with pain in his eyes... That is what scares he he concluded... I couldn't stop the flow of tears and the display of emotion on my face...I couldn't believe Derek, my love was afaird of losing me, especially the way he described it.. Baby I begin.. I sat in his lap facing him so he could see directly into my eyes...I don't want another man or woman, I want you.. Only you Derek bc you are my everything.. I never dreamed you would want me, this easy so I accepted your friendship bc if I couldn't have you romantically in my life, I still needed you in my life