Desires and Secrets

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Delesha POV... As I looked at the former team, I felt morning but hatred for them... I could never get that night out of my head, my mind... I hated each of then equally for the pain and humiliation they brought to me... I took a deep breath and began my story... The last time I felt Like I was party of the swim team was eight grade year... Once I switched over to high school, things wasn't as easy going, or much fun anymore.. Why not, Mark asked? They didn't like that a new girl, an unpopular girl was receiving such praises.. It didn't matter that I was part of the reason our school was undefeated and carried the championship title for two years... They were popular and I wasn't I said.. I wasn't pretty enough for them, my parents worked at the pickel company, and brought in average income.. That wasn't good enough for them, which means I wasn't good enough either.. But I tried ignoring their teasing, the pranks the cruel names... Mark you are the only reason I felt at ease at all I said giving him a grateful smile... Anyway the tenth grade championship is the night that changed my life..I didn't want to celebrate with then at all, but LaKisha said the team wanted me to celebrate with them, that they were sorry for how they had treated me.. I believed you I said glaring at the heavy set blond, why did you lie to me like that? Don't focus on her Delesha, tell me your story Mark pleaded.. Ok I said, will you sit by me, hold my hand I practically begged? of course he said coming to me and taking my hand.. We went bowling and then we went out to eat I continued.. I was so happy that night bc I believed I has formed real friendship's I said crying hard now.. Before we left she, I said pointing at Jordan asked for my personal number... I eagerly gave it to her and she said she would call me tomorrow for girls night out..I left full of happiness from that simple gesture... I was two blocks from my home when my car ran out of gas