Desires and Secrets

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Reid POV.. After Morgan left I layed in bed for another ten minutes thinking about our weekend.. Of course most of it consisted of sex, but our conversations was deep... We finally talked about our fears... why JJ was able to turn us against each other with her deception and lies....I admitted to him how I was afaird I would lose him eventually to a woman.. When he asked why,I explained that before me, he was a straight ladies man.. What he said next. I would always remember , even without my eidetic memory... He said yes Spencer , before you I was a ladies man.. Although I had fun with most of them, none of them could ever complete me.. I didn't understand why at the time, that's why I went from one Lady to the next... I didn't realize the reason none of those women completed me, bc none of them was you... You Spencer... None of them had your innocence, your strength, you spirit, your compassion, your undesirable love or kindness. None of them could understand my fears.. My past.. My work hours.. He took my face into his hand and looked directly into my eyes.. Why would I want to go back to incomplete, when with you I have completion... Spencer I love you baby only you he said... Of Derek was all I could say, before I grabbed his face and kissed him passionately... Thank you was I could say as I forced him to his knees and entered him roughly... That night I showed him just how much I loved him, through my rough but loving strokes.... After we finished he revealed his fears to me..