Desires and Secrets

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Spence you called she asked rushing into the room? I looked at her pink flushed checks and felt s bit sorry for her... How she had reduced herself, her worth to do whatever she felt would please me.. Looking into her desperate eyes now, and remembering how her eyes looked last night as she fed me my food.. She was searching my face for approval, but expecting  disappointment.. When I told her the food was absolutely delicious, her eyes shined, they sparked.. She was truly happy... But I couldn't feel sorry about that ,bc she brought it on herself..I asked her to cook breakfast and she did.. Potato cakes.. hash browns.. bacon and oatmeal was the meal.. She was an amazing cook... after breakfast I asked could I take a shower.. Spence I don't know she said looking scared and worried... JJ , Michener called in that submissive voice? Yes JJ snapped.. If you want you can slid my chair near the bathroom.. hold the gun to my head while he shower.. JJ looked thoughtful and said no... Spence she said looking at me.. I will uncuff you, so you can shower... Yes I thought, she trust me one hundred percent... Thank you love I said smiling as she uncuffed me.. I stretched my aching bones and rotated my neck...I took her hand and said thank you.... Tears dropped from her eyes... Go shower she suggested while I clean.. Ok I said but when I get out I have sunbathing important to ask you.. She nodded and I went to wash every disgusting thought of her away