Desires and Secrets

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JJ POV... As I cleaned the kitchen from the breakfast meal, my mind wondered to what Spence wanted to tell me... I felt many emotions all at once.. Fear.. Love... Suspense.. Distrust.. Passion... Hurt.. Curiosity... But I continued cleaning ,praying ,that Spence wouldn't hurt me again... If he did, Michelle was dead, plan and simple.. And Morgan would be next... Spence would be mine at any cost.. Finally he came from showering. but...I didn't leave the kitchen right away...I had already layed his clothes on the couch and truthfully I wanted him dressed when he told me whatever he had to tell me.. I couldn't let that beautiful angelical body distract me, I realized.. Today I needed to focus on him and his words.. So I waited five minutes and then returned to the living room...I uncuffed Michelle, so she could shower... She didn't need to be in our personal conversation anyway... I didn't bother to threatened her, bc the gun was still in my reach... I didn't restrain Spencer either bc I knew he wouldn't attack me,bc he didn't want Michelle to be a casualty... Spence heart was just that pure... What did you need to talk to me about I asked? And just like that he started talking