Desires and Secrets

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Morgan POV... I couldn't sleep... All I could think about was that trifling bitch Jennifer, sucking my Pretty Boy... fucking him... I wanted to hit something but I knew it wouldn't help... my thoughts jumped from them having sex, to Jennifer cruel words..."I will have Reid" He loves me Morgan" You can't give him what I can as a woman"He will be mine Morgan"... The imagines and cruel words wouldn't stop... Morgan let's go to your room for a while Hotch suggested.. I jumped bc I thought everyone was asleep... He slipped on his slippers and robe...I only had his joggers on but I didn't care at the moment... I followed him to my room in silence.. He went to the coffee maker and stared brewing a pot.. I grabbed a shirt and put it on... Morgan I couldn't sleep bc you couldn't sleep... I'm sorry Hotch.... my mind is conjuring every ugly imagine possible. and I can't do shit about it right now... I know Morgan I know... Hotch no disrespect but you can't possibly understand how I feel... A trusted ex teammate has my lover and is forcing him to have only what I can have I said.. Aaron you have never experienced that... No Morgan I haven't... But hearing my wife been murdered was the worst thing in my life... What I meant was I understand and know how it feels to be helpless and unable to stop something terrible from happening to your lover... But Morgan you get to see him again, hold him, love him... You can go to counseling if needed, talk to us... Whatever it takes.... He is still here with you... You still have him.. I looked at my unit chief and felt ashamed of myself.. He was right.. Haley couldn't never return..I still had my lover... My pretty boy... Thank you I said bc no other words would matter.. Any time Morgan.. Now get some sleep man.. that's an order.. Yes sir I said hugging him quickly.. we headed back to his room and minutes later I was asleep