Desires and Secrets

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I love you Spence I said looking into his eyes.. I didn't want to do none of this ,but you wouldn't talk to me after you found out what I had done that night..I know I was wrong Spence, but I can't control my love for you.. Can't you see that after losing my team, my job, everything I once loved, it doesn't matter bc all I want is you? I sat beside him and laced our fingers together.. He flinched but I ignored it.. Derek doesn't deserve you, all he do is hurt and cheat on you, can't you see that? JJ I love him he said softly.. And I love you I said rubbing his knuckles... Spence please, why can't you give me a try? JJ I... Sush I said placing my finger on his beautiful lips... Listen to me Spence.. You think you love Derek but you don't.. The way you moaned my name that night when I was sucking your dick wasn't false.. It was your subconsciousness mind speaking to you, but you ignored it, all bc of Morgan, all bc you don't want to hurt him.. Spence he have hurt you over and over again.. He was attracted to that bitch I said pointing at Michelle... The only reason he didn't fuck her is bc she have someone at home... He will hurt you again Spence, once he's at ease with you again.... Let me show you how our life together will be, how beautiful we can be...JJ how can you show me that? I'm a gay man in love with my partner... No your not I said passionately.... let me remind you how good it feel to be with a beautiful sexy woman, I said placing my hand on his dick..I squeezed it softly and then with a little more force...I moaned as I leaned toward him and brought our lips together.... He didn't kiss me back and wouldn't open his mouth for my tongue.. I felt hurt and then hot pain.. ok fine Spence I said standing and getting my purse.. You don't want to try fine... I grabbed my piece and walked to Michelle placing it at her temple... You hurt me, then I'll hurt you I said releasing the safely