Desires and Secrets

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I sat beside him so I could look into his beautiful eyes, while he spoke.. he told me he always loved me and hearing that made my heart flutter with joy and pure happiness.. He continued on telling me how he feared that I didn't see him as nothing but a friend, to how happy he was when he and I went to that game.. To how he didn't want to lose my friendship, and accepted just been my friend.. How Morgan approached him and how he let loneliness lead him into Morgan trap... I had to ask why didn't he want me when I offered myself to him that night? His eyes showed pure pain as he apologized and then told me Morgan threatened to hurt him worst then Carl, if he left him.. that son of a bitch I yelled but My Reid calmed me down.. He continued with how much he loved me, how we would leave once he dropped the restraining order and told Hotch of Morgan threats... then he stood which threw me for a loop... Before I could open my mouth he dropped to one knee and took my hand into his hand... As long as I live I who never forget his next words.. Jennifer Jareau will you do me the honor of becoming my wife? My mouth dropped opened and then the tears fell