My cousins and brothers were all in the living room passed out on the couches as a movie played in the background. Gabe was sleeping on my shoulder as Marco's heavy ass body was half way laying on me.
I wiggled out of my spot and stood up. I stretched my body and went into the kitchen.
This is weird.
I'm not used to having cousin or brothers. Let alone a father, aunts, uncles, and grandparents.
I wonder what Lola's side of the family looks like.
Sorry, mother.
I never really called or acknowledged her as my mother until now.
Until she was dead.
My mother was a bad person, but finding out that she was pregnant when she died made me get a weird feeling in my stomach.
Who would have taken care of that child of he was born?
Would he had went into adoption?
Would I have to take care of him?
Would I take responsibility for him?
A lot of thoughts started to flow into my mind at a fast pace.
I know I was insensitive when I found out Lola and the baby died. But what would Lola do if she had the baby?
Would she turn her life around? Stop doing drugs, stoping drinking?
I scoff at my thoughts.
That woman couldn't stay sober for five minutes. Every chance she got she was doing whatever drug she could get her hands on.
I grab a water bottle and slowly sipped on it while staring off into space.
"Can't sleep?" I jumped at Alessandro voice.
"Sorry I didn't mean to scare you." He said.
"Nope," I mumble and sit down on the stool.
"Want to go for a ride?" He asked.
"Sure," I say and get up.
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