The things I did

No More Games

As you make your way back into the bar, you see Ashley calling you over to the bar.

"(Y/N!)" you hear Ashley shout.

You begin to make your way over to Ashley. You prayed it wouldn't be about Lizzie, you had enough Lizzie talk for the night. But as much as you hoped it wasn't Lizzie related, you knew it would be.

"You really were amazing up there" Ashley says as she watches you approach her.

You smile at Ashley, "Thank you!"

Ashley smiles at you and takes a sip from her drink.

"So, how have you been since.... You know" Ashley asks you as you take a seat next to her at the bar.

"Uhhh, I don't know. Fine, I guess?"

"Only fine? You don't feel anything else?"

     "I mean, yeah, it's pretty upsetting knowing that I made things weird between Lizzie and I but I don't really know how I feel overall."

     "You can't take full blame for that night. It wasn't just you, Lizzie was also involved."

     "I know but I should've stopped. I was well aware of what I was doing was wrong but I still went with it."

     "And you don't think Lizzie felt the same? She was literally on top of you (Y/N). Lizzie was definitely aware of what she was doing."

     You shake your head at Ashley, not knowing how to respond.

     "I know you're upset about what happened, but you can't keep blaming yourself."

     "I just wish people would lay off about Lizzie and I. I feel like I'm the only one who gets harassed when it comes to Lizzie. I've seriously had enough of it."

     Ashley doesn't know what to say to you. She's been rooting and pushing for you and Lizzie since the beginning.

     "Look, I understand that you want what's best for your sister but I also need to do what's best for me. I think what's best for me is to stop whatever the fuck this is and just get over it. I don't know what you're sister is trying to do here, but I'm really getting tired of playing her game."

     "You think this is just some game? Fuck you, (Y/N)" Lizzie says as she storms out of the bar.

     You feel your body go numb, you didn't realize Lizzie had been listening to your conversation with Ashley. You quickly spring out of your seat and chase after Lizzie.

     "Lizzie! Lizzie! Please, just wait. Let me explain" you say chasing Lizzie out of the bar.

     "Explain what (Y/N)? I think you explained yourself pretty well to my sister" Lizzie says as she gets in your face.

     "Lizzie, I'm sorry. I didn't mean it that way" you say regretting everything you said to Ashley.

     "How could you not mean what you said! You said it and now you can't take it back."

     "I'm sorry Lizzie but I'm just so lost and confused as to what's going on."

     "What do you mean what's going on? There's nothing going on, there's nothing for you to feel lost and confused about."

     "Are you kidding me? Don't even try to act like 2 days ago didn't happen."

     "I'm not acting, you need to get over yourself (Y/N)."

     "You know what, fuck you Lizzie. Fuckkk youuu. Since the start, it's always been about you. It's always been about your wants and needs, about your feelings, about your fucking fake marriage. I'm done being apart of this, whatever the fuck this is."