While sai is unconscious virat sat beside her holding her hands and looking at her.... He was asked to eat something but he didn't respond to anyone.... They understood his pain and left them alone... The family kept waiting for sai to gain consciousness in the hall....
Tears are dripping from his eyes seeing his wife in such state again...
Virat: mai phir se haar gaya sai... Phir se haar gaya.... Jitne bhi koshish karu tumhe protect nahi kar paa raha... Mai thodi pehle hi us jagtap ke case par dyaan diya hotha tho shayad.....
Sai please ankhe khol na.... Please... 🥺
Sai seems to come back to consciousness.. he called everyone... She opened her eyes and sees her surroundings... He smiles .... She doesn't respond back... She sees virat holding her hand and she takes back her hand... Virat is confused by her behaviour as she never did that.... She is behaving weird... Virat tries to go near her hug her but she seems to be moving away from him... This left entire family in confusion... She asks everyone to leave her alone.... If someone tries to convince her or come near she is moving away from them.... Her eyes are filled with fear.... But why... She is safe now but why is she still scared... Everyone left her alone in the room.... They call the doctor again.... Doctor sees her situation. And says..
Doctor: voh koyi trauma mai hai....
Virat: trauma?!
Doctor: ha.... Kuch hua hai jo voh bhool nahi paa rahi hai... aap yaad kijiye ki kya Kuch aisa hatsa hua hai jiske karan aise panic attacks aa rahe hai ....
Pakhi: (tells in a low tone but virat Samrat hears it )Jagtap...
Doctor: use ab support ki jarurat hai... Use safe feel karvane ki jarurat... Use un yaadon se baahar aap hi ko lana hoga Mr. Virat... Lekin philhal Keliye aap kisina kisi taraf use khana khila dijiye .....
Everyone in family nods and doctor leaves .... Virat is devastated seeing his strong sai in so weak condition...
Ashwini brings food and tells that she will feed sai...
Pakhi:🥺 ashwini maami... I mean aunty aap kahe tho mai use khana khilana chahthi hu...
Ashwini: 😠tum... Yeh kya naya natak kar rahi ho tum... Huh?
Samrat: maami... Koyi naatak nahi kar rahi hai... Usko uski galatiyon ka ehsaas ho chuka hai isliye tho sai ko doondne mein humari madadh ki hai... Agar pooch rahi hai tho ek chance dekhar dekhte hai...
Virat: teek keh raha hai jeeva... Hum sab mein kisiko bhi mil nahi paa rahi hai... Shayad pakhi se mil le....
Pakhi gives a assurance smile that she will feed her...
Mohit to all the elders: aap sab aaram kariye... Kal raath se jage hue hai stressed hai sab... Chaliye aaram kariye...
Karishma chalo sab ko apne apne kamre mein khana bhijva dete hai.....
They all leave... Pakhi goes inside the room... Samrat and virat standing outside the room...
In sairat room:
All lights are off.... Curtains were closed... there is a night lamp that's glowing and sai turning it on and off lost in her thoughts... Sai is lying down leaning her head on the bed... pakhi goes near to her sits beside her ... Keeping the food tray next to her... Sai is not giving any attention...
Pakhi holds her hands and says....
Pakhi: Sai ... Mai .... I am sorry sai ... Sry bhohot chota word hai phir bhi.. jo kuch bhi maine kiya hai tumhare saath in sab keliye dil se maafi maagna chahthi hu... Tumse dosthi karna chahthi hu...
(Sai is not at all giving attention)
Sai sun rahi ho na.... Sai .... Sai kya hogaya tumhe... Share tho karo na please... Aise math raho.... Sai...
Pakhi shakes sai a bit so that she could give attention... But no.... She saw a tears dripping down Sai's eyes...
Pakhi understood that she wants to share but is hesistant and also worried that people may judge or may not understand her pain....
Pakhi hugged her so tight .. so tight that she broke down into tears....
Pakhi gently rubbing her back says ..
Pakhi: Sai... Yaha sab tumhare apne hai... Sab tumhare dard samjenge... Bas tumhe kehna hai... Aise chupake rakhogi tho andar hi andar se toot jaogi...
She breaks the hug cupping Sai's face and wiping tears with her thumbs... She says...
Pakhi: sai... Rona math... Tumhe kya feel ho raha hai sab kuch share kar sakthi ho... Agar mujhe nahi batana chahthi tho virat ko batadho .. voh bhohot pareshaan hai sai .... Lekin kisi ko tho share karo...Tumhe kamjoor nahi padna hai sai.... Tumhe is situation se bhi ladna hai.... Yeh tho humari sai nahi hai... Us sai ko bhulav jo har situation ka samna karlethi hai.. Sai .... Please... Ab chalo khana kaalo... Chalo chalo...
Sai says no but Pakhi tries to convince her...
Pakhi: khana tho padega sai.... Chalo aaj mai tumhe khilaungi... Lekin ek sharth pe...( Sai asks what's it through eyes).. humare beech jo bhi kadvahat hai voh sab bhool jayenge aur nayi safar shuru karenge... dosthi ka safar shuru karenge ... is khane se... teek hai...
Sai gives a small smile on her face and pakhi feeds her food... She makes sai sleep after giving medicines...
Pakhi comes out of the room...
Virat: voh ..voh kaisi hai.... Kya kaha usne... Aur aur khanaa kaya???
Pakhi: shaanth virat.... Voh teek tho nahi hai lekin khana kiladiya hai aur davayi bhi de dhi hai... Ab so rahi hai... Uske utne ke baad tumhe hi baath karna padega ...kisi bhi taraf uske dil se voh baathe nikhal dena hai ....
Ab aap log bhi kuch khalijiye....
She was about to leave
Virat: thank you...
Pakhi: thank you ki koyi jarurat nahi hai virat... Jitne galatiya maine ki hai uske aage yeh kaam bhohot choti hai... Bas apne aap ko badalne ki koshish kar rahi hu....
She goes down... Samrat brings virat also down to have food...
She is leaving but before she step out of the house she turns back and goes near samrat seeing samrat she says....
Pakhi: kal humari court ki hearing hai ... Di... Divorce ka date.... Uske baad is ghar se aur tumse saare rishthe toot jayenge.... aap log mujhe dekna bhi pasand nahi karenge aur mai bhi shayad himmat nahi kar paungi... Isiliye aaj hi aap sab se maafi mangthi hu aur kaas karke samrat aapse.... Aapki jindagi barbad kardi maine.... Aapne mujhe mauka bhi diya hai phir bhi mai use undekha kardiya... Aapke dil dukhaya aur maafi chota shabdh hai lekin phir bhi ho sake tho maaf kardijiye🙏....
Samrat couldn't react he don't know how to respond....
Virat : ho sake tho mujhe bhi... Maaf kardo pakhi... Kahi na kahi maine bhi tumhara dil dukhaya ... I am sorry...
Pakhi smiles and goes....
Night .... In sairat room:
Virat sat beside her holding her hands and looking at her... Tears rolling down his cheeks...
He saw sai waking up.... He wiped his tears and gave a smile to her....
She saw his hand holding hers... A flash of Jagtap memories pass by and immediately she withdrew her hand...
Virat understood that she is again having a panic attack...
Virat(in worried tone): Sai.... Sai shaanth... Mai hi hu... Tumhare virat sir.... Yaha koyi nahi hai... Tumhe darne ki koyi jarurat nahi hai....
Sai dekho meri taraf....
Sai is not able to calm down... She is shivering a lot ....
Virat gets more worried seeing her situation...
He slowly places his hands on her cheeks... And making her see him...
His eyes are filled with love and concern for her.....
Virat: Sai.... mai hu tumhare saath...Jo bhi feel kar rahi ho baatha dho.... Mujhse share karo... Please 🥺... Batau kya hua tha
Sai collects a lot of courage to speak out...
Sai: voh... Voh.. ja.. Jagtap ne ... Mujhse badtameezi karne ki koshish ki... Mai... Maine apne aapko choodane ki bhohot koshish kari... Maine poori takath lagakar use dhakka diya aur baaghi thi lekin phir usne pakad kar... Kareeb aane ki... Koshish kar raha tha.... Samrat dada usi vaktha agaye... Bachaya mujhe... lekin voh... Uska touch.... uska galat tareeke se chuna...voh...Mujhse bardaash nahi ho raha... Abhi bhi mujhe vahi yaad aa rahi hai.... Apne aap par grina aa rahi hai... Ajeeb lag raha hai Virat sir.... Mujhse yeh feeling bardaash nahi ho raha....
Saying this she hugs him hiding her face into his chest...
Virat raged at jagtap.. he decided to punish that bastard in such a way that he would never see outside world and live his life either in prison or die...
Virat rubs her back gently to console her...
Virat: Sai tumhe aisa feel karna nahi chahiye... Uski ginouni harkat Keliye use sharmindha hona chahiye usko kudh par grina honi chahiye... Tum is feeling se bahar aana hoga sai.... Tumhari koyi galati nahi hai... Tum kyu suffer kar rahi ho....
Sai breaks the hug and she is continuously crying....
Sai: ek baat poochu virat sir.....
Virat: ha sai...
Sai: apko mujhse nafrat thi nahi ho rahi na??
Virat: sai yeh kya bhol rahi ho... Nafrat... Tumse... Impossible sai... Voh bhi us harkat Keliye jo tumne ki hi nahi.... Sai.... Galathi uski hai aur sazaa tho use milkar rahegi.... Par tumhe is feeling se bahar aana hoga... Tum suffer nahi karogi... Jaantha hu ki kehna aasan hai karna mushkil... Lekin mujhe yakeen hai ki meri sai mein bhohot himmath hai ... Aur isse bhi lad sakthi hai .... Aur ha yeh kabhi math sochna ki aisa reasons keliye is ghar mein koyi tumse nafrat karne lagega... Is ghar mein sabhi tumse pyaar karthe hai .... Aur yaha tum safe ho....
Aur ek baath... Mujhe tumpar garv hai ki tum us halaath mein bhi apne himmath nahi tootne diya.... Aur pooti jaan lagakar us jagatap se ladi.... I am proud of you sai....
He kisses on her forehead... She feels the peace....
Virat sits beside her leans back to the bed top and sai keeps her head on his chest and hugs him.... He caresses her hair .... And she feels the warmth that helped her to sleep peacefully without any thoughts.... They both slept as such.....
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Ghum hai kisike pyar me❤️
FanfictionFocus on the journey of Sairat❤️ Journey from hatred to Love💘 Continuation is in Ghum hai kisike pyaar mein ❤️ part 2