Stealthy Desire - COMPLETED

EPILOUGE

EPILOUGE

Kahit kailan, kapag siya na ang paguusapan, siya na ang dapat kong harapin ay naduduwag ako. Duwag ako kapag si Phoebe Rusiaña  Compestella na ang kaharap ko.

Akala ko noon ay kaya ko na lahat, that I have achieved a lot in my whole life but one is thing is not yet mine. Isang bagay na hindi ko pala kayang makuha sa isang pitik ng aking mga daliri.

Ang pag-ibig na matagal ko ng inaasam na kinaduduwagan kong harapin dahil sa dami ng dagok sa aking buhay.

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Everything happened for some reason. Most of the time, we can't find a precise and accurate explanation on what's happening in our lives. We are just going with the flow, But the happiness that we expect is so far from what's we're going through. We go with the flow of uncertainties, misinterprets and most breaking part of going with the flow is the excruciating pain of the sadness we get when we can't have the things nor person we want.

Months of being away from Phoebe is like a decade for me. There is no morning I can't think of her, she's alway in my mind. Running, walking around and smiling. I just heave a deep sigh. Every minutes of my life is she who dwell in my mind.

One thing is for sure, I am missing her every seconds that passed.

I need to stop myself of showing myself to her, I need first to enlighten my dad. He was so broken and devastated in what's Mr. Compestella did to my dad's companies, investors and many aspect of our resources.

I admit that we top as a powerful family in the business world but we are nothing when Compestella is around. They rule the bussines world not only in the country, they even making a big name outside.  For pete sake they're beyond the word rich but they still want to be the richest of the richest!

"Dad, move on. Please, I want to marry Phoebe without any complications. Please." Pagsusumamo ko dito.

Gulong gulo na ang isip ko. Warak na warak na ang puso ko dahil sa pangungulila sa babaeng mahal ko pero hindi ko din siya magawang maharap dahil sa galit ni daddy. Pero hindi ko na kaya, I am no longer a kid, I want my babe, I want my Phoebe and I'm making my moves now.

"Can you hear yourself son? You! after all I have done to you, you call me a complication? Really Jimineah!?"

"That's not what I mean. I just want you to open your heart and be civil." Muli kong paglaban na inismiran lang ni Daddy. "Walang kinalaman si Phoebe sa nagawa ng Tatay niya Dad kaya sana huwag mo iyang idamay dito." Dagdag ko na ikinainit ng ulo niya.

"Kung hindi ka lang din naman kase naging ugok! Naging matino sana ang halos ang dalawang taong lumipas na buhay natin!" Hiyaw nito na alam ko na ang patutunguhan. Alam kong kasalanan ko pero mas lalong hindi ko alam na mahuhulog ako, mahuhulog ako sa napakalalim na bangin.

"Dad." Walang lumabas na paliwanag, aminado naman ako na ako din ang dahilan ng pagbagsak ng aming mga kumpanya.

"Ayan at mamahalin mo naman pala, sana noon palang! ano ba naman kaseng kagaguhan ang umikot diyan sa utak mo at ginawa mo iyon!" Nanggagalaiting pagsusumbat nito.

I never know, There is really an unexpected things, especially in my condition that I experience the phrase unexpected love. I fall hard in just a picture, what an unexpected kind of love at first sight. I got broken hearted because all along that I'm falling she knew nothing and always playing with fire. A man magnet indeed. I hate her, I talk bad behind her back that triggered his father but the next meeting was a breathtaking time for me. I want her always by my side but her dad didn't want to, I did not listen. Nanatili akong nagtuturo at mas lumapit pa, pero sa hindi ko inaasahang oras ay tinotoo nga nitong babagsak kami kung hindi pa ako lalayo sa anak niya.