Witchy World's Lost Alpha

Chapter 20: Betrayals Part Two

Hunnie's 👩🏻‍🦱 POV

Wolfy leans back in towards my face to stick his tongue out on my top lip. His tongue glides on me and his hot breath fanned me. I opened up, letting my own tongue run loosely against his bottom lip.

He froze in place and brought his arms up to my head before spreading his own legs apart and thats when I felt the hardest,

most screw driving,

bladder poking,

pain, that I've ever had to endure!

I bawled at the burning sensation as I was trying to push him off of me.

'NO HE DIDN'T'! WHO TAUGHT YOU THIS!'

My mind was racing, I was trying to register what just happened and as to why he wasn't even budging when I pushed him?

"Get offfff!" I cried out in a muffled voice. Pain stricken...betrayed.

He looks down at me sadly as I let a tear fall out of my eyes and he licks them.

"No!!! GET.OFF!!" I yelled at him, shaking my head. Hoping no one was up to hear me.

He thrusted even deeper and before I could pull at the hairs on his head out of anger, he snuggled his face into my neck and bites me.

He bit me so hard, I was stifled with the sob that was stuck in my throat.

'What the actual fuck!? SOMEONE HELP!' I was frozen in pain and shock.

He did not let go until after a few pumps and then getting up to look at me with a face full of sorrow. I dropped the fistful off hair I was holding and pushed him again.

I was mortified watching my blood dripp off his bottom lip and his crimson red teeth flashing down at me.

I was most definitely not into things like this, being someone's mate or getting bitten to be changed into a wolf.

I was not down for it at all!! Why did he do this?

After the sob actually left my throat, I raised my knees to help me push Wolfy's out from between my legs. He seemed to have gotten the hint because he rolled over and sat up instantly.

"What. The. FUCK!" I whispered yelled to him.

Scared to death for what was going to happen next, I rushed to my closet and found a robe and bottoms. Putting on my pajamas, Wolfy came and kneeled with the saddest face he could give me and pointed to his neck.

"No!..... I am NOT doing this!!!" I huffed and puffed as I threw my robe over me and tied it.

He then grabbed my legs and looked up at me with tears in his glossy green orbs, pleading with me. I almost felt sorry for him, but I snapped out of it too quickly. I had a life and career I needed to attend to.

Once again, he moves his head to the side and rubbed his neck. I was absolutely not going to mark him or even feed into his little antiques. I don't even know what's he's asking of me, but he has to go!

I grabbed the baggy jeans from earlier and motioned for him to put his legs into it. At first he just stayed on the carpet, kneeling down emotionlessly.

Then I grabbed a few granola bars from my dresser and motioned again. He finally stood up very slowly, lowered his head and lifted his feet into the shorts.

I threw the white sweater over him and pulled the hoodie over his head. Then I grabbed his arms and dragged him outside.

The adrenaline thats was flowing through my body made me shake miserably. I was acting out of fear and responsibility I kept telling myself.

Bringing out my dome of protection, we flew into the midnights sky and above the woods.

I know if a wolf doesn't mate he could turn feral and die from madness. I didn't want to be around when that started happening to him. I wasn't thinking straight, but I know this is what should have happened the first time I brought him home.

He's a beast and I'm just a witch. I can't live as a wolf's mate, especially one that couldn't even communicate and took it upon his self to mark me!

How would it all make sense? This was all an accident and I'm paying for it severely now.

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We landed even deeper into the woods. I seen a few bear traps and barb wires near a tented area. I figured this could be his new home.

Without saying a word to him, I opened the granola bars and handed it to him. Hoping it'll distract him long enough for me to say a barrier spell.

He just watched me with his sad, droopy, puppy eyes and hugs me from behind.

A tear fell down my cheeks as I unclamped his hands from around me and walked away. My lips quivered tremendously and I couldn't even look him in the eyes.

The barrier was just a feet away from where he stood. Lining the whole entire woods. He was blocked from passing over. Stuck on this side.

No more looking for me, no more coming to my house, no more Hunnie and Wolfy.

I summoned my barrier ball and glided out. Noticing he couldn't step any further and was just stuck on the other side, he went mad.

With tears falling down his face, he was banging at the invisible barrier and huffing. I felt bad just leaving him here, but he doesn't belong with me. Hell... he doesn't belong with the humans either.

"Hun... HUN!" He yelled out in a sobbing croak.

The hairs on my arms stood up and I covered my mouth to control the awful heaving I was doing. I turned around to see him running back and forth to see if he could enter this invisible barrier some other way.  

I couldn't take the pain anymore. I felt like I killed someone. "I'm sorry...Wolfy"

I hovered in the sky letting the tears and sobs flow out freely. "I can't have you for a mate Wolfy. I'm so, so sorry."