He said he loved me... (completed)

double chance fail

"Your mom?" He asked gently

I nodded.

"You're gonna have to tell her soon you know..." He came closer to me...

"I know" I whispered, afraid that any noise too loud would destroy this moment.

He came closer to me and said " Thank you for coming into my life... I feel alive again! You brought me to life..." He whispered

"mm" I muttered, very aware that by each second he was moving closer and closer to me...

I suddenly felt very nervous! What if he tried to kiss me? I don't know what to do! I've never kissed or been kissed by anyone! Holy crap!

He was just inches away from my face, closer yet he leaned in and his head turned to the right... His eyes closed... Yet mine stayed wide open... innocent.. truly not knowing what to do... I wanted this right? There's nothing wrong... but just two dates... But I really like him... and... and...

His lips were a centimetre away from mine and my body seemed to act on its own and I suddenly took a step back. Shocked at my own actions, and at the look on Nico's face.. shit... I blew it...

"Sorry..." I began

He didn't reply, whether he didn't hear me or chose to ignore me, I don't know.. But to my satisfaction, He carried on talking like nothing ever happened. He took my hand. Dazed, and not knowing what to do... I held his hand the way I'd hold my best friends.. but to my embarassment he lifted our hands to mid air and corrected me, my fingers tangled with his and it felt much more secure..safe and all him...

I cringed. Ooops. Damn! I'm such a fool! Is it not enough that I stepped out of his way when he tried to kiss me, now I don't even bloody know how to hold his hand?!

"I need your help" I said when we began talking about school and GCSE's

"Anything,babe" He said

"Awww! I love it when you say that...wonderboy" I raised my eyebrow

"So, you know the options, yeah, well, you took music right? What's it like?" I asked, taking the chance to learn as much about my future subjects as possible

"WelL..." He began and the conversation just flowed... on and on it went, until I realise that it was 4:45!

"Shit... sorry, but I told my mom I'll be back at 4:30.. damn... walk me back?" I asked

"Of course" He leaned in and quickly pecked me on the cheek

"You cheeky!" I laughed and slapped his back gently

"Hahah!" He laughed and slapped my ass. I whiped my head around and glared at him "This baby's mine" He grinned, that just made me laugh and I started to shake my ass and then made a run for it yelling 'It'll be yours when you catch me!'

He raced after me, untill we got back to the stream where we started... He slapped my ass as he ran ahead of me "Oh no you didn't!" I yelled and ran after him

I got out of breath after a moment and decided to scare him... I stodd behind a tree and waited... After about 2 minutes.. I realised that he either didn't find me or there was something wrong.. I turned and stepped... right into him! Our bodies were so close that I could feel his warmth...

Yet again, he leaned in, maybe to give me a second chance.. I couldn't possibly screw this one up! His head tilted... eyes closed...centimetres apart... yet again...

I stepped back.

FUCK! What the fuck did I just do?! Again?! OMG! URGHHHH!

I then leaned in and pecked him on the cheek, took his hand and got him to follow me...

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!