Monzika: You're... you're....uh, yeah...
I figured that there was no point in lying. Either I could tell him now or keep it bottled up for years and never find out what its like to have a first date...
NicoMartineas: I'm what?
Monzika: You're you... you're perfect, and everything I would ever love to have in a guy, but, uh, you wouldn't like...me
NicoMartineas: No I am not! I am messed up, but I think you're beautiful, and I like you very much x
Monzika: Really?
NicoMartineas: Yeah! Remember that day when you came over to your aunts wearing that pink dress?
Monzika: yeah?? x
NicoMartineas: Well, I thought you looked beautiful x
Monzika: awwwww <3 was my hair okay? lol
NicoMartineas: Yeah! It was cute, but tbh I prefer when girl's hair is tied up...
Monzika: Why?x
NicoMartines: uh, hahah
Monzika: OHHH! so you could nuzzle into their necks right?! hahaha
NicoMartineas: haha, yeah.
Monzika: Really? lol
NicoMartineas: aha x
Monzika: Well I'll know how to style my hair in the future x
NicoMartineas: So, what you doing now babe? x
Monzika: babe? *slight blush* nothing, just uh, watching t.v wbu?
NicoMartineas: yeah, babe! Hahah! same here, really bored...
I felt somewhat uncomfortable with this situation, I mean don't get me wrong, I've wanted this from day one, but for some reason it all feels a bit too rushed, you know... Like I'd just jumped into it, I mean... uh, I don't know what I mean, but I know that this is all going too fast and that my parents are going to kill me... if they find out. Which I am not planning on!
Monzika: Look, uh, don't get me wrong or anything. I really like the attention, and I like you... but... but it.... this feels like it's moving too fast...
NicoMartineas: No, I understand... Im sorry... uh, Do you wanna start again?
Monzika: that would be nice.. :)
NicoMartineas: Hi I'm Nico :)
Monzika: Hi, I'm Monika :)
He's so understanding! I really really wanna be with him right now! I don't know if you understand this, but since this was the first relationship for me, I felt like it was improper, like it was moving far too fast... Maybe it's just because of all of the romantics I read, or maybe this is just the way things worked in real life, but either way it felt wrong... I didn't want it to feel wrong... I want it to feel perfect! And so far it was... but there was one little problem...
My parents.
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He said he loved me... (completed)
Ficção AdolescenteA lively, Energetic and wierdly insane 14 year old girl finds out what love,life and well... everything really is like. She has to face her backstabbing cousin,past crushes, acceptance and tragedies... but most of all, she has to find out that not...
