He said he loved me... (completed)

My parents

"Awww! He's soo sweet!" Kate exlcaimed as she read over my shoulder

"Yeah..." I sighed dreamily

"And he's so handsome!" She cried

"Yeah..." I sighed again

"And he likes you" She replied

"Yeah..." I was off in another world

"And you fucked him" She sniggered

"Yeah...-wait what? no! No, no no!!" She'd caught me out, realising that all I was gonna reply was 'yeah...'

"But there's one problem" I said to Kate

"What?" She blinked

"My parents" I said simply

"Uhh, yeahh!" She bit her lip nervously yet again.

You see, my mom and I, we can talk about periods, school, girlfriends, clothes... boys? Never! Me and mom have completely different tastes! And because her life had been so hard in Lithuania she probably never wants me to get a boyfriend because she'd fear that I'd follow the same route as her. But in all honesty I am nothing like my mom. Sure we may look alike, but I do not think or act like her.

And even if she did let me have a boyfriend, then my step-dad would totally freak out and cause a civil war! He's a muslim. All that needs to be said. I don't think any muslim would let his 14 (nearly) year old step-daughter date; not to mention that the guy is two years older than her!

That brings me on to my next worry. Age difference. I know that if I really like him, age shouldn't matter, but in this society it does! If I date a younger guy, people (especially my haters. yup, I have haters!) would definitely bitch, if I date an older guy, they'll call me a slut and more but if I date a guy my age, they'll say he's too immature! So really... there's no pleasing anyone and if you know me, you'd get that I'm a big, stuck-up ass people pleaser!

By the time it was nearly 11pm I had come up with a simple decission. Not tell my parents unless things progress very far, then I'd have to tell them. I mean, only God knows if we'll actually be together and if I tell my parents now and he doesn't even ask me out... then shit would be going down! Trust me... my parents are uber strict!

I was glad that I had Kate to talk to... If it weren't for her, then I'd be as confused as a...a... confused.com! hahaha! I know it's not funny... but I'm in high spirits...maybe Nico would ask me out, I thought as I lay on my bed, daydreaming once again...