He said he loved me... (completed)

Run fat boy, run!

I got his hand, in the same random way that you'd take your friends hand... I should have known better, but I panicked, I didn't want him to think that I didn't like him... It's just that.. two dates... and a kiss? It.. it.. didn't feel right...

"Erm... Its like this-"

"No, no... haha, I was looking at your life line..." I pretended and actually played it cool... afterall I didn't want him to think that I didn't know how to hold hands, it's like the simplest thing ever.. right? ARGHHH! Help me!!

I noticed he was staring at me with a puzzled look on his face when I added "Which one is it?"

He burst out laughing, I joined him and during that laughing moment he twisted his fingers around so that our fingers were entagled. He's a gentleman... I'm never going to be able to live this down...never!

We walked up the pavement, then decided to cross the road, unfortunately on the other side, there was no real pavement although the curb and grass provided us with somewhere to walk on, but the tree branches kept slapping me in the face! I played it cool, struggled and frikkin had wrestling matches with the branches, but in the end, no matter what I did I got twacked in the face.

Nico had noticed this and laughed quietly and stepped in front of me. As he walked, he somehow magically moved the branches out of the way without much struggle. I felt so dumb! Gosh! What hell's wrong with me today?!

We made it down to the huge field by my place, I turned and pecked him on the cheek once more and we hugged. My hand over his shoulders and his on my waist like they belonged there... Like if someone tried to tear us apart it's be like loosing a limb. Our foreheads touched lightly, our eyes looking into each others intently.

I looked at the cute beauty spot by his eyebrow and smiled.

"Hey, you're going cross-eyed" He laughed

I pulled a face.

" I really like you... And I'd like to do this again-if you don't object..." He said and then suddenly remembered "Oh damn! Forgot to carve out initials..." He looked slightly dissapointed

"Hahaha! Of course, and you obviously had other things on your mind!" I laughed, then cringed... yikes! "Like slapping my bum!" I added quickly and slapped him lightly on the head.

To my surprise, one of his hands moved from my waist and grabbed my ass cheek! "Cheek!" I laughed and he removed his hand. Somehow I didn't mind, because this was playful, not disturbing or demanding

"So... I honestly cannot wait 'til next Wednesday to see you again... How's bout the weekend?" I asked, telling the truth

"Of course! I was just thinking that! Okay, ummm, How's 'bout Saturday 4?" He smiled and his eyes searched mine

"Okay... Where?" I smiled

"At our place" He grinned looking ever so boy-ish and sexy.

We had our final hug and he had to go because he had a babysit his cousins as his aunt and uncle wanted to go out to celebrate their anniversary. As he ran across the road, I realised that his body was quiet toned and I laughed out loud.

"Run fat boy, run!" I yelled and he turned back and grinned. I waved our final goodbye and he blew me a kiss...

I turned and started walking home, so very slowly, almost skipping...

ahhhhh.... so beautiful....

wait-

WHAT THE FUCK WAS I DOING?!?