Am I that ugly that no guy will ever ask me out? Am I stupid? All of these questions were drumming through my head as I ran home, ran and ran, trying to get away from it all...It's sad to think that my own family had said these awful things to me.. it just doesn't make sense...
But I wasn't gonna sit there and think about it! She doesn't deserve it! Sure, for a moment there I actually felt like a failure, but it's not true! I have the bestest best friends anyone could ask for, happy family and just generally happiness, so why should a bitch like her bring me down? She won't...
I got home and decided to end it there. No contact with Gina whatsoever, I'm not going to speak to her, talk about her or even mention her name; she makes me sick and I'm done.
I was so bored i eventually sat down on the computer and started chatting to Kate over facebook, being careful to stay on safe subjects, not involving 'the one who shall not be named':
KittyKatKate: hheeeyyy!
Monzika: yello! What u doin>.<
KittyKatKate: Hiding...
Monzika: from who???
KittyKatKate: everyone... I wish we stayed at yours.. :(
Monzika: Nope, well... I wish you were here but not her
KittyKatKate: yeah... hey! great idea! I'll ask my mom if i could stay at yours! a little acting, some tears and she'll definitely say yes!!!
Monzika: I doubt it...
KittyKatKate: Hold on... I'll let you know...
(KittyKatKate is offline or not available on chat)
That's that then... It'd be great if Kate could stay at ours, I mean... well yeah, it would be. I scrolled down facebook, bored as usual, even the funny pictures wouldn't cheer me up. Suddenly I saw a familiar name flash up on the screen on the 'people you may know' section.
Nico Martineas
Can it be THE Nico?? I click on his profile and there before my eyes is the same guy I played rugby with... should I add him on friends? Would he accept? I decided to risk it all and with trembling hands I clicked 'send request'. Now I have to wait to see if he adds me back...
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He said he loved me... (completed)
Novela JuvenilA lively, Energetic and wierdly insane 14 year old girl finds out what love,life and well... everything really is like. She has to face her backstabbing cousin,past crushes, acceptance and tragedies... but most of all, she has to find out that not...
