He said he loved me... (completed)

Finale

Okay, so... this book is very nearly finnished now, Just this little explaining bit left, so I'm gonna explain things to you, I'll let you know the answers to things you've been wanting to know, things that kept you puzzling.

This story is true.

You've just basically read through half a year of my life XD

stalky or what?! Hahahah, but honestly... I don't regret any of it, and I think I was lucky to have my momentarily fairytale, even though it did not have the ending I wanted it to.

I guess I still think about 'Nico', I did used to see him around occasionally, but that just made me realise how much I've changed and grown up as a person... I guess it's a good thing.

I do still think about him, I admit it, I just remember him by the strangest weirdest little momento's; like every time we go out with my family and we drive past the place we always meet, or when the song he sang 'fast car' comes up on the radio (FYI: I had such a hard time deleting that off my phone that in the end my cousin pushed my finger down on the button) unfortunately in my case, it's true that you'll always remember your first love...

Like I said many a time I don't regret it, I don't think I should...

Why did I add so many Taylor Swift lyrics? Well you may ask but, at the end of the day, Taylor gets through break-ups and pain by singing about it, I do too, but she does it on a whole new level, but I found that writing this story and in a way reliving the whole expierence has helped me embrace the good, it has helped me learn from my mistakes and recognise the beautiful memories created.

Sure it was painful... I guess, but now that I think about it, I wasn't really that into him. I mean, if I forcefully had to shed one single tear, then I guess I had just liked him for being cute, a musician and just there. Don't get me wrong... I guess it wasn't meant to be.

To this day I don't know whether my cousin 'Gina' had dated and kissed him or not, They'd both told me different stories, but I guess it doesn't matter. I get on well with 'Kate' even know, but suprisingly 'Gina' and I are starting a fresh and our relationship is evolving into a steady friendship, although I don't think I'll ever forgive her, but I guess I have to put that behind me.

'Gina's' got a steady boyfriend now, I think... but that's a whole other story!

yes, these names aren't real, unfortunately I have to keep them secure, just in case the people don't want their names all over wattpad, heheh!

So, yeah, I hope you guys liked 'He said he loved me...' and comment below any questions you'd like to ask me, I would love to answer them! Thanks sooo much for reading and voting and commenting!

I was thinking of writing a sequel... let me know what you think!

Love y'all!

Ta ra

Monika

x

P.s: New book I've began writing, check it out!

http://www.wattpad.com/story/4609503-1darling