I felt like I had drunk to much of the poison tea. I hold Sophie on my hip her head on my shoulder facing Ellie who sat at the island. "Did you know Tanya might be getting out" "if I was talking to my husband probably would but no I didn't" I pause sipping my tea adjusting Sophie "I will say she's probably not getting out after what she did more likely just trying to appeal the charge" she nods slowly smiling "I know it's the anniversary of Sam so if you want to do something specific just let me know" she smile nodding, Sophie tiredly snuggling into me. I think she's getting sick she's super clingy that or she's just reacting to the Henry and I messy.
I walk towards the door opening it after hearing someone knock. Sophie still in my arms. I roll my eyes "if your here for a divorce I think I still have the ones I drew up after the bunny situation" "I don't want a divorce" Sophie whines leaning over wanting to be in his arms. "She's been a tad bit clingy" he nods allowing her to snuggle into him. I sigh stepping aside allowing him inside. I close the door behind him and follow him into the living room. He stands there looking around at all the new pictures I have put up. I was going to say I wanted it to feel like home for Sophie but the girl herself started talking "I miss you daddy" she looks up at him with her big brown eyes, they had their usual sparkle in them. "Mummy said you were busy saving people protecting us" he glances up me "why can uncle Vin come cuddle and daddy can't" "I told you Gracie bear daddy is a big shot Sargent whereas Uncle Vin is a detective Sargents have to do more work" she hums as I stroke her hair "maybe I can help I always good and helping and den we snuggle" she had so much hope in her eyes "I can get A or Dee maybe uncle Vin to pick me up and bring me to help I'm very clever Miss Caroline said I'm the smartest and mummy is super busy" "why's mummy busy" "she have lots of work like you I sometimes help her I help you" she kisses him on the cheek "you always say i your girl but I never see you do you have enough of girls with Rin" she frowns "I can be like Rinie I pwomise" she rubs her hand on his jaw "you don't have to be I want you to be my Sophie girl" she nods "den daddy give me lots of cuddles" he laughs making me smile I definitely missed this.
Sophie was asleep on Henry as we sit opposite each other. "I want you home Nell" I sadly smile nodding he only calls me Nell or Nellie when we are totally alone. "Then you have to be honest with me tell me everything" I said positively he nods "done" "we also have to figure this distance I know it's my fault to I also know you don't like me hanging around Eddie and Charlie so much especially with her...you hate Justin hanging out with them" "I will have to get use to it accept it won't I" "but you shouldn't have to be honest with me tell me what you think feel" I sigh "it's like every time something relating to them comes up you shut down block me out I know I'm protective and I'm sorry if I made it seem like you couldn't be honest...I think that's where it started I don't know whether it started" he nods "he was innocent and spent thirty years in prison I'm just worried that his going to snap and pull Justin down with him we know Charles snapped because of his dad being there" Henry said making nodding. "I love you and our family but I'm just this...I can't deal with the distance or the lies so if we can't fix it then I can find the papers for us to sign" he sighs sitting up carfull not to wake Sophie. "Come back to work then I know you love being a mother but I know you love being a cop just as much" I sigh "I'm actually study psychology" he smiles "the brain did fascinate you" I nod "so we giving this a go" I ask "I'm game if you are" i smile to his words "no more Bunny then she's out forever...I don't care it Bunny or me that's what it's come to" he sighs nodding "I love you so I'll do anything" I smile happily getting up and sitting beside him "you still have to earn my trust like I'm pretty sure you have to learn to trust more or at least let me be apart of your world again" "you are my world" "well I can say you haven't lost your charm" he quietly chuckles we just sat on the couch talking keeping it light.
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Family Love 💠 [1]
FanficThe story of Penelope Lillian Voight Everyone else apart from her I do not own. Some story lines I own whereas some I take from Chicago Pd, Chicago med, Chicago Fire.