7 January 2022

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Cried. I was on the chapter Lyrics and came across the one that mentions my sister. Yeah. Listened to the song and cried more. Cried about how shitty my life is. Even though its going fine right now I guess.

Am I faking it? Was it ever bad? Was I just making it up? Do I have anxiety? If its bad why is it fine right now? Im not faking it right? Right? I cant be. Its bad. But why not right now? Yes i did have a small panic attack because of school, but that was Wednesday, I didn't have anything on Thursday, and I cried after 12, meaning nothing on Friday either. But that doesnt mean im okay right? Im not making anything up. Im not. Im sick. I cant do anything. I need help.

Help. Please.

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