18:03, 13/01/24

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Ive gone down. 7 kg as far as I know. I still want to loose 12 more.

Its working, not eating is working. Im gonna continue to do it. And im gonna  try to work out. I hate it but its gonna help loose more. And when it gets warmer, ill go on walks again.

Im not anorexic. Some might think so, since im eating less. But im still eating, just less, so its not anorexia. And I can control it. I control when i eat, maybe not what, but when. Most of the time.

Sometimes it feels like the only thing i can control.

Maybe it will evolve into anorexia, but I can stop it before that.

I can stop it. I have control.

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