27: Bella Luna Samaniego

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" Tragedy"

Napaliyad ako mula sa paghalik niya sa dibdib ko. Nakaupo ako sa kanya ngayon. His thing is inside me.

He's sitting in this single big chair and supposed to be facing the fire in the chimney. But I am blocking his view because I am straddling him as if he's like a wild horse.

Hindi pa halos nahuhubad lahat ng nightie's ko. My wavy hair is wild and wet with all the sweats for how many hours of labor.

I mean, we're five hours doing it again for this night.

When I say I am intoxicated, this is what I mean.

This is what happen to me.

I am lost and addicted to it.

And when you're too obsessed with something, you never think anymore. You lost all your good reasons, and all the shame doesn't matter at all.

I pump more. Faster and faster.

I want to release it again. Somehow, I am now used of releasing it.

" Oh..ah..oh..ah."

In one final push, I stop. Hold his shoulders in my trembling hands and make my final release.

Exhausted and used, I slamp to his scarred chest.

My breathing is heavy, yet slowly calming as I close my eyes.

Nasa loob ko pa rin ang kanya at matigas pa rin ito.

Oh, I remember. Hindi pa pala siya tapos.

Kahit wala na akong masyadong lakas ay napasigaw ako nang buhatin niya bigla.

Akala ko dadalhin niya ako sa kama. Pero mabilis lang niya akong isinandal sa dingding. Banging me hard and fast again.

" Aw.ah.ah..ah.."

Kumapit ako ng mahigpit sa kanya at kahit wala na akong lakas para sabayan siya pero ramdam na ramdam ko pa rin ang nangyayari.

My back is slightly hurting from the rough wall, yet I am not minding it at all. I am too occupied of his massive thing that is going in and out from me faster than my mind could ever think.

And when he stops and hold me closer, I know what is about to happen. I'm gonna have it again.

His seed which is already slurping again in the entrance of my womb. Filling it over and over again.

Napakagat ako sa labi habang hinihintay siyang matapos. Mariin na nakapikit ang mga mata habang mahigpit na nakakapit sa kanya.

Nang matapos siya ay narinig ko siyang malakas na napahingal. He is kissing my head as if sniffing it.

He's always like this after he will have his release. Giving me soft kisses. Giving me sweet gestures as if he really loves me.

Kung hindi sa mga ganitong pagkakataon ay hindi ako magigising sa katotohanan.

I am just fooling myself all this time.

And that is the hard truth to swallow after waking up from those sweet dreams.

For the past three months of losing my mind and self, I've finally realize everything.

Ang tanga ko. .ang tanga-tanga ko..para maniwala sa kanya.

" He's really into you now?"

" Oo."

" Good."

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