My Attraction To Red ~ Y/n Y/l/n x Wanda Maximoff x Natasha Romanoff

26. Caught

-few weeks later (y/n's pov)-

I slowly wake up by Friday, she was saying something as I rub my eyes 'miss y/l/n you are expected to be in the meeting room in ten minutes, Fury has ordered' she says, I sigh, Fury... why? at least I have my drugs I think. I promised Carol but she won't know. I get out of bed, I walk to my closet and grab one of my sweats and sweatshirts with a hood, I go for a black one, I also put on a white shirt under it.

Last weeks I had used my drugs and wheat, I came out of my room more often but kept my distance, I slept alone in my room without my girlfriends because I told them that I needed distance.

I unwrap the bandages on my arms who stained with blood from last night but I don't care, I put on my outfit and put my hair in a high ponytail, I put on some makeup to look normal and grab my baggy's (the cocaine), I grab a few and put them in my pocket, I grab 6 pills from the half emptied container and put them in my other pocket and walk out of my room

I hurry to the meeting room and I see my whole team sitting into the room, waiting. I sigh as I quickly walk to the bathroom, there aren't cameras, I open a baggy and inhale the amount, it starts to kick in.

I walk into the meeting room, all eyes set on me, I probably look horrible, I sit down and sigh 'didn't anyone tell you that staring is rude?!' I say without looking at them wait what is happening, this never happened with my drugs... I always felt no emotions... I look at Fury as I see in the corner of my eye that everyone is still staring, I sigh and stand up, then walk to the door but someone grabs my arm

'you aren't leaving' I hear Nat's voice, I turn to her and pull my arm back 'yes I am, and you all don't have a right to stare, we are not in a zoo' I snap, looking at her 'Fury, I know there will possibly a mission upcoming but I won't be going, not with them at least, for now...' I say and open the door 'y/n-' Wanda says but I slam the door, the glass breaks of my power, I look at all the avengers as my eyes glow purple, I then walk back to my room, ugh why did I even walk into there?! I think, I feel a panic attack slowly coming as I slide down the wall next to my door

-Wanda's pov-

A few weeks ago I discovered that y/n has been self harming, I am trying to look into her mind but it seems that she has been blocking it for me, last weeks I was trying to go over to her and talk to her but I just couldn't, I didn't find the right words so I kept silent, Nat and I were the only ones knowing about it, I don't know if she is doing something else, anyways, Nat and I are really devastated since we knew it

We are now all waiting in the meeting room to look if y/n is showing up, suddenly I see someone with y/h/c hair and a black jogging suit walking into the meeting room, her eyes meet mine and all I see is emotionless, she has bags, looks like she just cried, her eyes dull, her posture is like she is dead as on her left hand is dried up blood what happened to my baby... I think as she sits down, everyone looks at her 'didn't anyone tell you that staring is rude?!' she says, not looking at us, as she notices that we are still staring she stands up, but Nat is quick and grabs her arm

'you aren't leaving' she says 'yes I am, and you all don't have the right to stare, we are not in a zoo' she snaps and turns to Fury 'Fury, I know there will possibly a mission upcoming but I won't be going, not with them, I don't risk to get hurt by them again because someone from the red room took my control over' she says and opens the door 'y/n-' I say but she slams the door, the glass breaks and her eyes glow purple, shit I quickly stand up 'i'll talk to you all later about this' Fury says.

Luckily Nat notices what my actions is and we quickly walk after her, we hear her door slammed shut 'we've fucked up' she mutters as we reach the hallway, I open y/n's door, not even caring what she is doing, I need to help her, I look around and don't see her, until I see her sitting against a wall, crying and hyperventilating, as she sees me she coughs, trying to hide the hyperventilating, her eyes flashing purple.