Y/n is the newest Avenger, she is a 20 year old bi girl who lives in New York City, she is an ex-widow who has escaped the red room. In the red room y/n got special abilities which not all are discovered yet. That is why she is so important for Drey...
I wake up because of light that is shining into my face 'ugh' I groan as I get out of my bed, I have decided that I am going to go out of my room and act like I am okay, since I have my drugs I can just inhale a baggy and I ain't scared anymore, well, I am scared they'll hurt me but i'll just use my drugs and then those emotions drains away, I change into my clothes
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I watch my serie and around 3PM I walk out of my room, everyone is sitting in our living area and when they hear me arrive they look at me, I just walk to the kitchen and grab an apple, then walk to the living room where the back door is, I open the door and walk into the massive garden, I stand against the wall looking into the distance, eating my apple 'hey n/n' Peter says as he stands next to me, I just hum and shuffle slowly away from him
'I am happy you aren't in your room anymore, i've missed you' he says 'I missed you too' I say and flash him a fake smile, he smiles back gosh this guy is so clueless, good for me I walk back inside but Nat and Wanda stand up, they walk over to me and stand in front of me, Wanda grabs my hands 'good to have you back' they say
'I never left' I say and untangle my hands with hers 'y/n, why are you out of your room, not that I don't want it, I am happy you are here but what has changed from yesterday and now?' Steve asks, I look at him 'I- uh' I say not knowing what to say 'it doesn't matter, what matters is if we are good again?' Tony says, I just hum 'we are really sorry for what we've done, love' Nat says, I look at her, the nickname 'I am going to NYC so I'll be back tonight' I say and walk past Natasha and Wanda, but Natasha's arm wraps around my waist, she pulls me towards her and kisses my neck 'no' Natasha murmurs against me
'Natasha, you aren't my mother, neither is any of you, you are just my teammates and that I am walking here and not being in my room doesn't mean that all of a sudden I am acting like nothing has happened, you all have nothing to say about MY life!' I say, frustration grows
Nat and the team are a bit taken back by that, tears burning in my eyes as I see the hurt on both my girlfriend's faces, I don't even know if they are still my girlfriends.
I groan and get out of Natasha's grip '-ugh it is just, I was under control of him, I didn't want to do that, when I was out of his control I saw your faces and you didn't even let me explain what I saw, you know what, i'll do it right now. The ONLY thing I saw was white, he was completely controlling me!' I say and quickly walk away
'draga...' I hear Wanda, I've hurt them, all of them, but they've hurt me. I quickly walk to the garage and grab the keys of an expensive car and get to NYC, I don't really have a plan, I think I am just crashing into a bar, so that is what I did, I got to a local bar and sat down
'vodka martini please' I say as I look at the bartender, he looks at me and smirks 'coming up, beautiful' he says and I give him a smile 'am I allowed to smoke?' I ask 'yeah, it is allowed inside' he says as he is making me the fancy drink, I pull out a roll and start smoking my wheat, he gives me the drink as I finish the roll 'how much is it?' I ask 'zero, it is on the house, beautiful' he says, how am I still beautiful after a month of almost not eating, self harming and depression I think chuckling in my head, I look on my phone as I am drinking my vodka martini, someone sits down next to me
