𝓣𝓱𝓲𝓮𝓻 𝓛𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝓢𝓽𝓸𝓻𝔂 *𝔑𝔞𝔪𝔧𝔦𝔫* ^𝔜𝔬𝔬𝔫𝔨𝔬𝔬𝔨^

Part 6

11/12/2020

"Are we just gonna sit here?" Namjoon asked ".. I don't know what to say and you haven't said where to go" Seokjin answered "we can just talk here" Namjoon said turning to look at the older.

Just when he thought he was getting used to Seokjin's beauty he found himself staring "what?" Seokjin asked seeing Namjoon stare at him "you're just so fucking pretty" Namjoon sighed "thank you..?" It was more of a question than a sign of gratitude.

"Alright what was I gonna say, your 19 and you're born in December... what's your favourite food?" Namjoon asked "chicken, you?" Seokjin asked "japchae, what's your favourite colour?" "Blue, yours?" "Black".

Both continued passing back questions, they slowly got deeper and deeper, Seokjin also joined in and began asking questions, quickly getting comfortable with Namjoon.

Both boys' laughter -from a joke Seokjin had told- slowly dying down. Namjoon let out a sigh before he began talking.

"You may not know this, but my parents, they are homophobic, but regardless of your sexuality I won't treat you any different, the reason I'm telling you is just if you go to my house, you don't have to change the way you act but just don't let them know that your gay or bisexual if you are" Namjoon told.

The long list of rules had died down over the past few months, it was weird how many things had changed when Namjoon had turned 18.

And Seokjin nodded "thanks for telling me, although I don't know my sexuality I'll make sure to be careful. Well it's not that I don't know it but that I've never thought about it" Seokjin told.

"I know it's embarrassing but I've never dated anyone, same with holding hands and kissing people, even though I'm 19, I'm sure you're not surprised I mean I didn't even have friends just a few months ago" Seokjin smiled.

"I wanna thank you for that Namjoon, you guys and the others, for excepting me, and showing me there is so much more to life than I thought, and that maybe I too will be able to have a lover and get to do all that lovey dovey shit that you probably do with your girlfriend".

"...We're not dating. It was arranged, our parents are both homophobic and they want us to stay straight so they arranged for us to date and not wanting to start anything we agreed but only us two know that we're just friends" Namjoon explained.

It was true, but Seokjin was only the second person Namjoon had told "But your the only person I've told so please don't tell anyone about it" he added and Seokjin nodded "I won't."

Namjoon would have said second but he didn't want the two talking about it and then someone overhearing and the word spreading.

"Wait so you guys both aren't straight but your parent's don't know?" SeokJin asked "well, I've only dated girls so I would say I'm straight, well that was until I met you" Namjoon shrugged.

"You...You like me..?" SeokJin asked eyes wide "I don't know" Namjoon admitted "how do you not know haven't you dated people?" SeokJin asked.

"Yeah but like 2 and I didn't love either of them, I mean sure you're so fucking beautiful and I wanna get to know you and just today is making me like you more but do I like you? Do I want to date you? I don't think so at least not just yet" Namjoon shook his head.

"But enough about me what about you? What's your parent's like? They homophobic?" Namjoon asked "I don't know" Seokjin shrugged "they don't speak about gay people?" Namjoon asked.

"They might... " Seokjin shrugged "maybe it's weird but, I don't talk to them that much, I don't live with my dad and haven't seen him in ages he's probably dead from the amount of alcohol he drunk, and my mum," He paused.